Today we're gonna have a party. Yes, a party. A social gathering that will definitely trigger my social anxiety. I only met a few kind people these days, but in this place, there are a lot of people I haven't met yet so yeah, I'm nervous about that one. I really hope I won't be such stuttering mess when someone approaches me. I have to scold myself mentally a few times whenever I stutter in front of the new people I met.
I'm cringing whenever I remember myself being all weird whenever I talk to someone. Way to go, Arden.
I'm thankful that I'm going with Maxine Lerman, instead of going alone to the party. Maxine's nice, but I still can't stop my anxiety whenever I talk to her. Ugh, why are you like this, Arden?
Anyways, they said that we should wear something casual at the party. So, after rummaging in my closet to find an outfit to wear, I finally found a decent one I can go with.
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It's a navy blue off-shoulder that shows my left shoulder top with long sleeves, black denim pants, white shoes, then a white shoulder bag.
Does it look okay? I hope it does.
I hope I have fun there later and I hope my phobia won't the best of me and won't be the hindrance of to my happiness.
