Why Me?

No Friends

Like I said before, when we were in Mr Edwards' office she acted really nice and said we were gonna be "BFF'S". I was stupid enough to believe her, did I actually think for a second that I could be best friends with the most popular girl in school. Who am I kidding, no way, but as I said before I was stupid enough to believe her. When we stepped out out of the principal's office she immediately sneers and says "Wait did you actually think I would be caught hanging out with a loser like you, as if".
I was hurt, I was dumb enough to actually think we were gonna be best friends but clearly not. I didn't know what to do, she had ditched me and I didn't know anyone or my way around the school I tried to ask people but they would say thinks like " Eww don't come near me you freak", " Why are you that colour", "Why is she so fat".I had always had issues with my skin colour and my body but I learned to ignore them once, but when someone is frequently saying it everyday you begin to hate yourself.
I'm an Indian so the stereotypical beautiful Indian girl is light skinned, but I was more a caramel colour and I had always wished to be light skinned. I also had issues with my bodyweight. When I was younger I was underweight for my age and I still am but I kept telling myself I'm fat. When I felt bad about myself I used to make fun of my older sister for her weight when clearly she wasn't overweight, since then she's forgiven me and I learned to accept myself and it's been fine until now.
I suddenly feel a tap on my shoulder I turn around to see a tall girl with brown hair exclaiming " Hi my name is Erin what's yours", "Hi my name is Avery" I reply slightly terrified. "Could you show me around the school"? I ask   "Sure" she replied in that cheery voice of hers. She had seemed so nice but looking at it now she just seems a bit too nice.
So she showed me around the school just before first period started and she seemed okay. At lunch I needed to go to my locker but on the way I heard people laughing at me, I went to my locker ignoring it for the time being but when I got to my locker I saw a note taped to my locker. When I saw it the first thing I did was rip it off my locker it said ; Leave this school and do us all a favour Loser
                                                                                                                     Sincerely
                                                                                                                                            Anonymous
I wondered who hated me enough to write a note, tape it to my locker and humiliate me in front of the whole school, they were definitely very dedicated. I ripped the note up and threw it in the trash. I told myself to ignore but in the back of my mind it was like a knife slowly stabbing me in the heart. I walked into the cafeteria feeling everybody's eyes just staring at me. I saw Erin and walked over to her, I didn't realise she was with Serena. Erin started to talk but Serena rudely interrupted her, "Excuse me but do you have a serious problem or something" she hisses "No not as far as I know,I'm here to talk to Erin" I say. They both start snorting with laughter "Wait did you think Erin wanted to be your friend" snorted Serena, "As if" replied Erin "You do know that she only helped you around because she felt sorry for a loser like you". I was so embarrassed, she was right who would want to be caught with a piece of trash like me. I ran out of the cafeteria tears streaming down my face while everybody was laughing at me. The rest of the day passed by in a blur I couldn't stop thinking about it. I actually thought I could make one friend but it seemed like I was wrong. When the bell rang to signal school was finished I couldn't be more relieved. That was one day how was I gonna cope with the whole school year.
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