Wolfstar // Oneshots

Broken promise

I had just told the whole school about Remus and I , it felt worse than being ripped part seeing him running away with tears streaming down his cheeks, he got upset very easily. I made a promise not to tell anyone about us (apart from James, peter, lily etc). But I broke that promise, I just felt that I had to tell everyone, and with that I stood ontop the gryffindor table in the great hall and shouted it out. as I said it the great hall went quiet and nobody said anything until a bunch of Slytherins burst out laughing and a few from raven claw and hufflepuff too. Remus had had stood up and run out of , I felt my world rip apart. Everyone knew i was gay, I got a lot of rude comments about it when people passed in the hall but I ignored them. I ran out of the great hall after remus, I thought of the astrometry tower as he loved that place, and I ran up all the steps. I needed to apologise to him, tell him I was sorry and hug him until we both fell asleep.
'Maybe he won't ever forgive me' I thought.

I got to the astrometry tower i found that Remus wasn't there, running back down to the common room and shouting the password to the fat lady I run into the gryffindor common room out of breath., I see everyone doing their own thing, James talking to peter while peter was eating some honey dukes chocolate, lily braiding Marlene's hair, first years doing homework. But no Remus. I wanted to speak to him, more like apologise and cry, I was mad at myself, but I needed to sort things out.. I asked James if he saw Remus, and he said that he was probably in the dormitory As I walked into to our abomination of a dormitory, James socks and underwear lying about everywhere, I see no Remus , he also wasn't in his bed - or mine as we have tended to share recently- I walked out and wondered where he could of gone.

I remembered, the secret passage, not even James or peter know about, just a hidey hole for me and Remus when we wanted alone time. It's even where we shared our first kiss back in 5th year, so young, awkward and messy. I walked down the corridor watching out for teachers, it was nearly past curfew. But I made it in front of the plain stone wall, I drew an 'X' shape with my wand a cross the wall and instantly it opened up, there was about a 2 minute walk until it opened up into a room with a shallow ceiling, as I grew nearer I could hear light shaky sobs "shit why do I always fucking things up right" I thought to myself.

As I walked into the room which was lit with a few candles I saw a shaking lump under a blanket Knowing that it was obviously Remus.(nah it was fucking snape) I slowly walked over to him and placed my hand on back, which made him jump slightly.I pulled down the blanket to reveal his legs "shit wrong side" I thought to myself. I pulled back the other side to reveal a mob of sandy coloured hair all going different ways. I pulled the blanket down more to see a bright red face and puffy bloodshot eyes probably from crying so much.

"Fuck Off!" remus sobbed almost shouting.

"Remus I-" I started but I was cut off by a sudden thunder of sobbing and shouting "I can't believe you would have the audacity to say such a thing to everyone in this whole bloody castle! Sirius you made a promise I thought I could trust you with, you're my boyfriend for merlin sake I loved you!" The only thing I could focus on is when he said 'loved' Did he not love me anymore? Did I hurt him that much? Remus was panting. "loved?" I whispered barely audible.

"What? That's not what I meant" Remus stuttered

" you sounded pretty serious when you said it" I said quietly

"well it's not what I meant" remus spoke flatly but shaky.

"I'm sorry" I went over to hug remus but he backed away.

"Don't touch me"he spat, his face burning up pushing my hand

"Remus please I love you so much and I don't want you to think I did it to spite you, I'm so sorry I thought you wouldn't mind"

remus thought (thot haha)for a moment and spoke up "look Sirius I forgive you but you broke a promise and it hurts that I trusted you with that, I cant trust many people but I trust you because I love you"

I took hold of remus' hand and he let me. "Just so you know you can trust me with anything" I promised

"I'm not sure about that, you broke a very big promise" Remus looked up at me with big eyes

"Please Remus, lets just forget about this." I pleaded

Remus burst out with anger "FORGET ABOUT THIS? FORGET ABOUT THIS SIRIUS THE WHOLE BLOODY SCHOOL KNOWS ABOUT US BECAUSE YOUR BIG MOUTH WENT AND TOLD EVERYONE!" He went quiet and spoke quietly this time. "Every day is difficult, I have to hide a huge secret everyday and make up excuses to people why I'm not in class once or twice every month. I already get teased because I'm gay, it's not easy being a monster Sirius." Remus was crying again by this point.

I embraced Remus tightly, I could feel my shirt get wet from his tears. Remus hugged me back and we were just lying on the sofa embracing each other quietly until I whispered quietly but firmly "you're not a monster, you're human a beautiful one, not as beautiful as me though."

Remus chuckled, all was well until I fucked something up again.

I accidentally made this story 1000 words woo!
This story was better planned out in my head, I just wish I had the talents of writing
But enjoy it anyway :)

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