Rumors (Jinson)

Eight

"Jackson..what mark said earlier isn't entirely true.." Bambam whispered to Jackson while looking at Jinyoung who was fixing his tie.
"Are you serious?!" Jackson asked
"Jinyoung never dated Doyoung, he has a lot of issues. Doyoung is just really obsessed with Jinyoung.." bambam whispered
"What kind of issues..?"
"Heavy drinking...Anger issues...and all that stuff.."

Jackson looked up at Jinyoung who was now talking to Youngjae, Jackson slowly walked over to the pair.
"Hey Jackson!" Youngjae smiled "how are you?"
"Hey Youngjae. Do you mind if I borrow Jinyoung for a second?"
"Go for it, I was just about to go talk to Jaebum anyways."

Youngjae then left the two, Jackson looked over at Jinyoung who was looking down at his shoes.
"Jinyoung.." Jackson said "look at me."
Jinyoung obeyed and looked up at Jackson.
"What is it Jackson?" Jinyoung asked
"Why didn't you tell me about Doyoung?" Jackson asked
Jinyoung froze and took a step back.
"W-what are you talking about?.." he asked taking another step back away from Jackson
"I know everything now, you don't have to pretend you don't know what I'm talking about.."
"I..I can't talk about this Jackson.."
Jackson grabbed Jinyoungs wrists and pulled him closer to him.

"Jinyoung. Ever since that night I saw you crying you've been acting different." Jackson said softly
"What do you not understand Jackson?! I can't talk about this.." Jinyoung exclaimed
"I just want to know what's wrong with you! Because I care about you Jinyoung. I care about you so fucking much.."
"I appreciate it Jackson, but what goes on in my life behind closed doors isn't your business.."
"I'm making it my business Jinyoung, whether you like it or not."

Jinyoung shook his head and yanked his wrist out of Jacksons tight grip.
"Just stay away from me, Jackson. Then there won't be a problem."

Jackson decided to skip the interview, he just waited outside while the other members were being interviewed. His thoughts we're all over the place, he felt a sense of regret. A regret that he could never take back and live with for the rest of his life.
That regret was Jinyoung.

"Jackson, are you alright?"

Jackson turned around to see jaebum standing behind him, he had two coffees in his hand. He sat down next to Jackson handing him a cup of coffee.

"I'm fine." Jackson said taking the cup of warm coffee. He felt the warm heat from the cup press against his cold hands, warming them and making them feel tingly.
"Jackson, you know it's okay to be sad sometimes." Jaebum said "You can't always be happy."
"Jinyoung is the reason why I'm sad all the time then...he does me so dirty whenever I treat him right."
Jaebum sighed and set his cup of coffee down next to him, he scooched closer to Jackson putting his arm around him.
"Jackson, I don't really know what to tell you..." Jaebum said softly "But sometimes you just have to deal with the pain if you really love them."
Jackson sighed and took a sip of his coffee then set it next to him, then he leaned his head on Jaebum shoulder.

"Is it even worth it?.." Jackson asked softly

Jaebum sighed and took Jacksons hand and interwined their fingers together.
"If you want Jinyoung that bady. Then yes it's Worth it." Jaebum said
"No, I didn't mean that. I mean is Jinyoung worth my dad abandoning me?.."
Jaebum didn't respond, they just sat in the cold together for what felt like hours. The feeling of their warm bodies close together only keeping them warm, the hot smoke of their coffees slowing vanishing along with the white clouds in the sky.

"Are you guys coming? It's going to rain soon."

The boys turned their heads to see the guys standing behind.

"Yeah it's been like an hour. And I'm hungryyy." Bambam added "Are you guys done cuddling?"
"We weren't cuddling. Jackson wasn't feeling well." Jaebum chuckled
"Mhmm. Hurry. I'm hungry." Bambam whined
Jaebum stood up stretching out his legs, then looked up noticing up there was only 4 members. Jinyoung was missing.

"Hey, where's Jinyoung?" Jaebum asked
"Oh, some guy came for him. At first I thought it was a fan because he looked really surprised, but then the guy dragged him out by his hair." Youngjae answered "Maybe it was a friend."

Jackson exchanged looks with bambam and quickly stood up.
"What did the guy look like?" He asked youngjae
"He was dressed in all black." Youngjae answered "He seemed very aggressive, Jinyoung even called out for your name.."