Black thick clouds covered the sky bringing in heavy rain, all you could hear was the thick raindrops hitting the ground, along with the wind whistling and twirling in people's ears.
Jackson listened to the sound of the rain waiting for a message from jinyoung. They hadn't spoken since they kissed the other day, with each second that went by the more anxious to hear from jinyoung.
"Forget it." The brown hair boy threw his phone on the couch in frustration, he at least wanted to apologize before tomorrow's meeting so things wouldn't be awkward between them.His mind was racing with thoughts he didn't know what to do nor think at this point.
Instead he just chose to sleep because that was the only thing that could get his mind off Jinyoung.The room smelled like freshly brewed coffee and doughnuts.
"You've been quiet lately Jackson. Are you okay?" Mark asked taking a small bite of his glazed doughnut.
"Yeah. You were so happy the other day, why so Sad all of a sudden?" Jaebum added handing all the boys their freshly brewed coffee.
Jackson glanced over at jinyoung who was engulfed in his phone probably not paying attention to a single word they were saying.
"I'm just tired." He replied then took a sip of his coffeeHe glanced over at jinyoung again who was now taking a sip of his coffee still engulfed in his phone he watched as Jinyoung slowly licked his plump lips. Jackson licked his lips oozing over jinyoungs remembering how they shared a kiss yesterday.
"We should eat meat together after this." Bambam said nudging Jacksons elbow
Which caught jinyoungs attention he looked up from his phone looking directly at Jackson who tried not making contact back with him"Pleaseee." The younger begged the elder nudging and poking him
"Fine." The elder replied nervously knowing that jinyoung was watching his every move
"I'm coming too." Jinyoung piped in
"Okay!." Bambam smiled "the more the merrier!"The sun was peeping out from one of the thick black clouds that covered most of the sky, the trees still damp and covered in tiny drewdrops from the rain. Stepping outside you could still smell the wetness from the rain, it smelled fresh.
The boys found a nice hidden restaurant in Seoul to enjoy meat together, it had just the right atmosphere. It gave off a homey vibe, the air smelled like freshly cut meat and spices along with some herbs. Very few people were present but it still was enough energy and chatter to fill the air.
Jinyoung sat across from BamBam and Jackson while holding a huge menu that covered most of the boys faces, they decided to Have kimchi with boiled pork.
"Jackson, you've been really quite this whole time. Are you okay?" Bambam asked the elder
Jackson put down his chopsticks and looked at jinyoung who was taking a sip of his water."You were fine yesterday. Did something happen yesterday to make you so quite?" The younger added making jinyoung choke on his water.
"No. Everything's fine. Just tired." He said while looking at jinyoung
Bambam sighed. "I have to use the washroom." The younger got up from his seat leaving the two elders by themselves in silence. Jackson nervously fidgeted with his sweaty hands thinking if he should break the silence between him and jinyoung.
"Look, you can stop acting like nothing happened. Because something did happen whether you liked it or not jinyoung." He finally said
"I am not. I'm just choosing not the bring it up because I feel like it isn't appropriate."
"You could have at least called me yesterday, I felt so terrible jinyoung.."
"I didn't tell you to kiss me, maybe you shouldn't then you wouldn't have felt like that. I'm just having a hard time understanding this situation...you tell are fans you aren't gay then kiss me. So you basically lied."
Jinyoung-..""No explanation jackson. Im just disappointed you'd lie to are fans like that, we are about honesty Jackson. You wouldn't be who you are without them..."
Jackson didn't bother saying anything more, he just looked at the Korean boy. Jackson wasn't gay, he kissed him out of curiosity. But his feelings for jinyoung were complicated, and it was clear that jinyoung would never ever feel the same way.
Bambam finally returned from his restroom break.
"I think I'm going to go home. The bill is on me." Jackson said
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Rumors (Jinson)
Fanficru·mor ˈro͞omər/ • a currently circulating story or report of uncertain or doubtful truth. • A harmless rumor could lead to death