One year and five months later...
It's been so long, things haven't changed. I'm such a mess.
I look at the alarm clock beside me and see that it's 02:30 in the morning... great, another sleepless night for me
I toss for the hundredth time time tonight and face the ceiling
What am I doing to myself?
I ask this question countless times a day and I can never find the answer
I rub my eyes and get the sheets off me. I hop off the bed and head downstairs to the kitchen for a snack.
Ice-cream or Nutella?
Haha definitely ice-cream
I grab a small tub of buttermilk flavoured and a spoon.
I walk back upstairs to my room and open my curtains wide, make myself comfortable on the floor as I lie down to look at the stars... My healers. The twinkling calmers in the night sky.
The tears come streaming down my face and I let out a soft sob, remembering that night. The night it all went down
I swear it's haunting me
I can never spend an entire day peacefully without the reminder of that dreadful event that took place
The event that broke me, changed me, emptied my entire soul...
I don't know after how long but I feel myself slowly drifting off to a desperately needed sleep.
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Novela JuvenilHe set me free from a metal cage of my passionate and real love for someone who didn't love me anymore. Damn i was really trapped and couldn't escape no matter how hard I tried. Then he came by... He became my distraction from the constant pain th...
