Like seriously i think Instagram has taken up more of my time than this ever has. I never hardly post .-.
Then there's me on Instagram 24 fucking seven. And I never talk to anyone on here anymore ;-;
Im such a mean person. If anyone on here remembers me at all. And wants to talk with me again please don't be afraid too. I lost a lot of memory but i started talking to my most amazing friend again.
God he like understood me so much even when we had such different time zones he still talked to me and honestly why didn't I talk to him more. Its been two years since i talked to him.
For all of you who knew Matthew hes gone and out of my fucking life for good. I can't take him being a coward and cheating on me again.
As for that, I did find a new guy... but.. im doubting it a lot.. i got heartbroken recently since we fight a lot.. he yells a lot.. the only thing i really like is how much physical attention he gives me..
I doubt everything all the time due to my depression.. and I dunno if it's that but all the times I feel like I should love him back... I just dont feel the love I once had for him. And after hes done so much for me I don't know what to do anymore.
Every time I try to leave him I feel this hole in my shattered non-existent heart and it's so painful sometimes. Could anyone give me advice.. I would really like that.
Heh that got kind of sad. ;-; Well um what else heh.
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Oh well just have this picture of me as a cute anime girl ^-^
I guess thats it so just give me some advice either pm or comment section and text me if i forgot about you and you wanna talk again ^-^
