time and fallen leaves -l.jn

sunset

yesterday

jeno fell

and today he's still sleeping.

i dont know what is this.

why are we like this?

are we cursed?

im watching the sunset with whiskey.

watching the sun fall down

watching the clouds turning orange and pink

watching the snow fall down

this is how jeno feels..

when he is alone.

i came inside with whiskey.

i went to jeno's room. seeing him sleeping peacefully.

why am i with you?

i went beside him.

stared at his face... so handsome.

"jenoooo..." i called his name pinching his cheeks.

still not responding.

i miss him so much.

i wanna play with him

laugh with him

eat with him

i want to see him smile.

jeno.

"please wake up jeno, i miss you"

i hugged him

so tight.

"jenoooo" i called him again.

i suddenly felt something brushed my hair.

"why cara?"

"jeno?!"

i see his smile again.

without controlling myself....

i kissed him.

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