Coffee & Vanilla✔ /BTS FF/ Book 2

MY LIFE AS A LEO AND A PERSON

Mostly people think...leo's are strong and compasionate...

But me....i'm not like that.

It's just that i like my personal space.

I'm not that kind to others.

They say i'm strong because i'm tall and wont get hurt. But i always get hurt for the same reasons.

*Jealousy
*Love
*personality
*Clothes
*body shape
*Skintone
*Lies
*Hate

I always get them...but...it doesnt fix my problem.

Wattpad....actually helps me.
I make storys of myself so i can feel my fantasies than reality

The only thing i wanted was trust.

But i never earned it.

Why i'm cold to people i dont know? Because they want to be with me for attention.

Why they say i'm fat? Yeah...thats because i'm like that... they think its nothing hurtfull.

But IT FREAKING HURTS

I JUST WANT TO LIVE MY OWN LIFE. WHY CANT THEY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.

when i read things about leo...

I think some of it....is not true....why?

Because if i keep a promise....the person i made a promise to will just break that trust.

I hate betrayers.

If they break that trust....i will not hold back and fight.

I fighted one time because everything got out of hand.

I promised myself that i will not do it again.

But i cannot hold back if it got out of hand.

If you think i'm joking about my life....

No. This is all true.

I will tell you this as the author,a person,and a kid....

If you break my trust...you will have to earn it back by how many years.

And...if you think i am weak...no i am not weak .... I am weak because i have to.

If you dont like me being like this....then dont just say hate comments....because i wont pay attention to them.

Yes i get hurt alot....even if they just playfully hit me. It still hurts.

I will just ask one thing...

Never Break My Trust...please?

...if you cant follow that....then...just dont be here in my life or just stay out of it.

Never Forget....I get hurt too.

I trust my instincts on believing all of you....dont break it.

-jade(MinMin)-Author.