It's quite cloudy today in Manhatten but i have gotten used to it by now; i am still following my usual routine, wake up, eat and do my chores, after that, i would go pick my mom's laundry or else i'd have a beat up by her once again, and wait for dad when he arrives which is never the case, he doesn't come home nor give me a light kiss on my forehead like he used to, it's all vanished from my existence, he never comes back, every day, i'm hoping he would but never appears or calls to anyone to show that he's home, i tend to ignore mom unless she orders me around.
I've always wanted to move out, explore many cities and live my life, but where would i go? i don't have money nor mom will allow me to, i hadn't have the best childhood, it only remained as my darkest moments since i hear my dad and mom smashing each other and calling names to each other, and it'd be somehow my fault.
My boring life consists of doing what i'm told to do and wandering around to shop for food, it's never interesting, that is until it changed before by a person, and that person had to be Levi.
*Flashback*
I was walking to get the groceries from James's barn at a sunday morning, with my flowery skirt and a tank top since the weather was so humid, i didn't make eye contact nor communicate with anyone, i couldn't help but look up at the perso that bumped into me on my way.
''Oh, hey.'' these jade green eyes seem to compel me into an exciting rush of adventure, his small plump lips setting into a small smile.
''Uh, sorry.'' he makes me nervous, he's a guy from my school, i have seen him a couple of times but i didn't know what his name was.
My heart flips a million of times when he tilted his head and observed me, making my cheeks explode a color of cherry red.
''You're the girl in my school, right?'' he asked me, as if he realized me just now.
I nodded, nervously looking around to see the shop not far away.
''I'm Levi Harton, nice to meet you,'' he grinned openingly and my eyes widened.
It was him, the guy who assumingly murdered a girl the same age as me, he peered confusingly at me for my sudden expression and i just flushed more.
''You too.'' i gave him a fake smile and brushed past him to go.
He grabbed my arm, my stomach churned at the sudden contact and i just stifled a groan.
''I was wondering if you'd let me hang out with you more.'' the daring flash in his eyes caused my head to bow up and down.
And that was the first time we met and from that time, we went out on more and more dates for a year, and i've been declared as his girlfriend, it's an odd word really, it's like girl but a friend but when you put it together, it seems like a committment i have to go by.
Until, one day, i went to his house on a wednesday afternoon without telling my mom, and i regretted it.
''Hey.'' i greeted him shyly and he hadn't hesitated to mash my lips with his, throwed me to bed and begun to hungrily made out with me.
his curls jumped up and down wildly as he brought out a rope, i sat up and rushed for the door in panic but he was faster than me, he grabbed me and threw me again, i groaned as my back ached me, i kept on struggling.
''Levi, stop!'' i screamed as i tried with every fibre of power to make him end this chaos that suddenly took place.
But that only made him determined to have me tied and spreaded my legs to each side of the bed, my tears rushed down my cheeks, i have been forced against my will, i closed my eyes, sobbing more and opening them when the loud bang on the door shook me wide open.
