''Are you ready, mate?'' Aiden knocks on my door while i take my time looking at my reflection, he told me that DianaRose is going with us, i've been nervous all day, it's funny how she glared at Lisa when she was leaning against me in class, she can't deny me forever, she knows that she loves me and there's no way she could push it away, not anymore.
I look at my reflection, i'm wearing my favorite dark jeans with bluish-white shirt, including my rolled up black jacket, i'm ready, time to face the music, i smirk at myself and push my hair back a bit since it's going out in all directions, i want to look perfect for her.
''Yea, in a second.'' i reply to Aiden and he just grunts.
''Sometimes, i think you're gay, you take longer than girls.'' he jokes outside and i just roll my eyes at his attempts.
I put on my perfume and my white converse, i finally open the door and see Aiden leaning against my hallway's wall, texting his girlfriend, he's always known as this loyal faithful type of boyfriend for Amy, which i envy him for, because i'm the total opposite, i play girls because i know that i couldn't have DianaRose after i've lost my chance just because i was drunk, so i started being the jerk i am, girls always seem to stick to my side, but i only crave DianaRose.
''Looking good.'' he winks at me and i just scoff.
''Now who's being gay here.'' we both laugh and ride in my black Range rover, aka my baby.
I take in Aiden's outfit, he's wearing a shirt that says on it 'Ink 182' with black and white swirls and black jeans, he's decent but not as good looking as i am, i smirk at that thought.
We drive to the Cafe and wait for the girls, that's where my nerves erupt.
DianaRose
''Amy, this dress looks slutty.'' i inform her and she groans, ''you said that to all the dresses i gave to you.'' she bites her lip in concentration and her face brights up.
''I have the perfect dress,'' i roll my eyes, she said that to the last 15 dresses, ''this!'' she exclaims and gives me the dress to try on and i did.
I look at myself in the mirror as i take in the comfy silky black dress that isn't too tight or looks exposed, it's beautiful.
''Amy,'' I gasp at myself and how gorgeous i look, my hair in straight wavy lines and my blue eyes lighter than before, with a really light make up on, and my boots, ''this is amazing.''
She claps her hands together and dances around the room, ''finally, Miss DianaRose approves!'' we laugh and dance a bit together, i've never felt so happy before, and now, i have a sister, i admire Amy's confidence and cheerfulness, she's really a fun person to talk to.
No wonder Aiden is in love with her and is lucky to have her, i smile at her and she smiles back.
She starts to get ready, rushing me to wait outside her room so she could change, ''we will be late for the boys, gah, i can't find my dress, oh, here it is.'' she sighs and dresses up as i wait outside.
''Here, i finished.'' she comes outside and her pink dress seems to bring out her brown eyes and her dark black hair cascading in waves around her shoulders, she has put on a smoky eyeshadow and light pink lipstick that barely shows, she looks stunning, Aiden will drop dead.
''Wow.'' is all i could say, and she just smiles and buzzes with excitement.
We get inside the car with her driver, Rod Harney, to drive us there.
I've never seen anything as grand as her mansion, her dad is an exclusive judge in X-factor, Simon Cowell, her room is twice as larger as my room, maybe more.
I still think about mom at home, i lied to her and told her i had to get groceries but i couldn't let Amy go to convince her, my mom would freak or worse, beat me up.
We both get to the cafe in time and look at the two boys once they notice us coming towards them, Levi's eyes practically bulged out of their sockets once he saw me but i couldn't help but feel self-conscious, it's the effect that he has on me and i can't seem to get rid of it.
Aiden hugs Amy and greets me, i greet him back but then i accidently look at Levi who stares back at me, something in his eyes seem to sparkle whenever he saw me and today is no different.
Something broke our staring contest, it's Lisa Jay, again.
She comes up to Levi and kisses his cheek, he smiles at her and i feel like someone took my heart out, Amy squeezes my hand and she whispers 'be strong' to me and she's right.
I shift uncomfortably under Levi's stare and i just look down at my food, picking a brocolli and munching on it while Lisa takes her time flirting with Levi, i chose to ignore the scene and talk to Amy and Aiden.
''Hey, do you know Nirvana is going to play tomorrow?'' Aiden talks to both of us about it and i just smile as he looks at Amy in complete awestruck like he could never get rid of Amy's gorgeousness, she kisses him briefly and he kisses her back.
''Guys, get a room.'' Levi groans and i just find myself laughing, while Lisa tries to show more cleveage.
Amy blushes and Aiden kisses her cheek, this is too romantic for me, i don't even have a date.
Someone enters and i know him instantly, he used to my classmate in the old school, Bronx high.
It's sean so i quickly get up and hug him once he realizes that it's me, he used to be there for me every time and he knows the story about my parents.
''DianaRose!'' he shrieks and lifts me, spinning me around and dropping me on my feet.
''Hey,'' i smile, ''i didn't know you're in Manhatten, you could've called me.'' i poke him and he just laughs.
''I just came here a day ago, i'm going to Manhatten international.'' i squeal, ''me too!'' we both hug again, my friends just stare confusingly at Sean.
''Guys, this is sean, my friend,'' i introduce them to Sean and he just shake their hands, Levi sends daggers to Sean, which he ignores as he keeps talking to me and sits beside me.
We talk and eat for hours and Sean leaves, kissed my cheek and walks away, i smile to myself, he's so adorable to me.
I said goodbye to Aiden and Amy, going to a taxi, that's until a hand grasps my wrist and turns me around, it's Levi.
''That's so fucking fantastic,'' he snaps at me, ''let me guess, you told him to come to the cafe so you could act all lovey-dovey to him, was that your plan?''
I shove him back, ''What is your problem? it wasn't like that, he just came yesterday, and you have to right to tell me what to do nor attack me like this, go back to your little miss perfection.'' I look at Lisa who's standing alone, on the phone.
His eyes turn darker and he sneers at me, ''I do have the fucking right, it's because i fucking love you, you fucking idiot.'' i scowl at him, ''stop swearing!''
''Oh so now you're little miss innocent, don't deny that you love me, and you're trying to make me jealous but it isn't working.'' he yells at me and i just walk away, not bothered to fight back and don't even have the energy too but he stops me.
''Do you remember?'' I ask him, tears filling up my eyes, ''Do you remember when we used to go to the beach and cuddle under the warm sun? Do you remember the promise you made me that if i gave you my heart, that you're going to keep it safely inside you?'' my tears trails down my cheek and he stares at me sadly, ''We're hollow but we're brave.'' i stare into his eyes as he recognize the quote he once read to me.
He cups my cheeks in his hands and he comes closer to my lips, ''i remember.'' we both stare at each other, his lips leaves a lingering touch on mine, making my heart burst.
His eyes tell me so much more, and i'm beginning to wonder more.
I hate that i love you, Levi.
