OG Boysquad Imagines

Pinky Promise • G.D.G

>.< I was on spring break and it is the night before I start school and I'm writing this bc I can't sleep so here ya go
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" I swear I'll be with you every step of the way, to support you."

"You promise ?"

"I pinky promise,"

That conversation happened 2 months ago. And he kept his promise. It's been 2 months of being cared for with his love and support.

Ever since I was diagnosed with many mental disorders, I wanted to check myself into rehab to help me get away from my outside life and stay in a limbo type of place, which was rehab.

But Gabe thought otherwise.

Gabe didn't want me to leave him. I told him it was best for both of us. I just needed to get myself together. I didn't want to stay and do all these things to push him away from me and leave me. I didn't want my disorders to get in the way of our beautiful relationship.

He said he wasn't gonna let depression keep a smile off my face whenever he does something cute.

He said he wasn't gonna let anxiety get in the way of having a nice date anywhere outside of our houses.

He said he wasn't gonna let being bipolar break us up from one tiny fight.

It was currently 12 am and I was worrying. Something natural. Gabe said he was gonna be here by 10 but he wanted to go and get some snacks. I swallowed the lump in my throat as all these thoughts spinned around my head.

Is he not coming? Did he lie to me? Is he with his friends? Is he with a girl?

I sat down on my bed and held my knees up to my chest as I felt a familiar feeling twist in my stomach. It was fear. I felt it slowly crawl up my body and into my throat. In an instant I felt all my emotions run through my vains.

All my anger, sadness, and fear. It felt as if they were all coming together. I let the first tear slip down my face but I quickly wiped, it was no help as more and more came flowing down my cheeks.

I sat there sobbing, not even knowing why. I had to let out all my emotions somehow but...why am I crying.

My head snapped towards my opening door, and there was Gabe with a bright smile and two bags full of food. But once he saw me, his face fell and he set the bags on my nightstand.

"Baby what happened?" He questioned coming up to me. He sat on my bed next to me and pulled me into a hug. I was still in my tiny ball with my hands covering my dad and puffy face. "I- I thought something happened and you weren't coming." I sniffled.

"No no, babe I would never. My mom wouldn't let me leave the house until the kitchen, bathroom and my room were cleaned. Then by the time I got to the store it was closed so I had to go to another one. And I debated on whether I should get taco bell for us then decided I should. But you shouldn't have been scared. I would never hurt you that way or if I had to cancel I would tell you." He explained, still hugging me.

"Ugh I love you y/n you know that?" He whispered and kissed my head. I nodded and hugged him. "Lets eat and watch the office." He said grabbing a bag.

I smiled and hugged him. Then we sat on my bed, eating tacos and watching Netflix.

Sorry that it's short, midway I to writing this I got tired so I'm gonna sleep now. But I hope y'all enjoyed. And if you didn't undertsnd this, the reader had an anxiety attack. I wanted to write something in which I can relate too and I'm just a messed up girl with a messy life so here it is...