What Does My Heart Want

Chapter 4

   As I sit on my bed I think about how the past couple of weeks have went by extremely quick. Not that I am complaining or anything but I am leaving my family tomorrow and I just don't feel like I got enough time with them. I know I am going to miss them very much. My sister and I have already talked about how we'll Skype every now and then just to keep in touch.

   I have met up with the guys a couple more times. Each time has been rather interesting if I do say so myself. Jin has really grown on me and he seems to be rather fond of me as well. Then there is Jimin who gets more and more excited to see me every time we meet up. V is kind of confusing though. It is almost like he has his guard up at first but then the longer we hangout the more affectionate and sweet he becomes. RM is very sweet and is rather flirtatious from time to time.

   All of my things were packed and ready to go. As I look around my now bare room I can't help but to think about what my room will be like over there. RM has already established that I will have my own room. He also mentioned that when I arrive I do have to go to their label's company to sign some paper work when we get there. He did not go into great detail about what the paper work will be about though.

   RM has also told me that he has talked to Suga and them about me. He said that they are excited to meet me which made my heart flutter. Obviously I am excited to meet Suga because he is my favorite but I so love J-Hope. So hearing that he was also excited to meet me made me very happy. Now I don't dislike Jungkook or anything but he is not one of my favorites. But who knows maybe while we live together we will even become really good friends.

   I get up and walk into the living room to meet up with my mom and siblings. Since tonight is my last night here my mom thought we should go out and have dinner together one last time. I had suggested the guys come along so she could meet them. Lucky for me she agreed to it.

   "Ready?" my mom asked.

   "Yeah I am ready." I said back. I was wearing a nice black dress that flattered my body with some nice stiletto heels. I curled my auburn hair and applied light make up. I thought I looked pretty hot if I said so myself.

   My mom told my sisters to wear dresses as well and my younger brother to wear a nice button down with slacks. My mom decided to go with a nice simple red dress that also flattered her figure. We all looked our best. I instantly got nervous. I thought about what the guys might be wearing. I am sure V looks nice. Oh my goodness I am already cheating on Suga..

   "Okay guys let's get going." my mom shouted out to us as she made her way to the front door.

   We all walked out and made our way to my mom's car. I sat in the passengers seat while my siblings piled up in the back seats. I immediately grabbed the aux cord because I have all of the jams.

   My mom starts the car, then takes off. We are going to some fancy restaurant that RM looked up. He reserved a table for us and it's going to be secluded so no fans can interrupt us. The closer and closer we got to the restaurant the more nervous I got. I did not quite understand why I was so nervous. I mean this isn't the first time I'm hanging out with them or anything, but it is different.

   When we pulled up Anna let out the most obnoxious scream I think I have ever heard. "Oh my goodness, I am finally getting to my Rm. My future husband." Anna yells out. I laugh my head off while my mom just looks annoyed by her sudden outburst.

   "Hey, do you want me to take you back home right now?" my mom asks Anna.

   "No! No, I don't want to go home." Anna replies with pure terror on here face.

   "Then chill out. It is not that serious. If you yell like that again I will take you home and leave you there. Do you understand?" My mom says to Anna with the most serious face.

   "Okay, I won't scream again." Anna says.

   We all exit the car and head to the front door of the restaurant. When we enter I walk up to the person behind the counter. My mom and siblings follow behind me.

   "Hello ma'am. How can I help you?" the gentleman asks me.

   "Yes we are here as guests under the reservation of Mr. Kim Namjoon." I say politely with a smile.

   "Oh yes, follow me right this way. The other guests have already arrived." the gentleman says.

   We all follow him through the restaurant to the back. When we arrived to our table the guys were in fact already there. They all got up for hugs. I introduced them to my entire family. Anna looked like she was about to pass out when RM gave her a hug hello.

   After all of the introductions we all pick our places to sit. I sat in between V and Jimin. Of course Anna sat next to RM. My mom was on the other side of her while my remaining siblings were next to my mom on the other side.

   We all ate and conversed with one another. It was really nice to see everyone enjoying themselves. My mom doesn't really get out much so I was more happy to see her having a nice time. She was consistently laughing at all of Jin's jokes. She seemed to genuinely enjoy them.

   "You seem to be happy." V says to me.

   "Yeah I am actually. I am happy to see everyone enjoying themselves. Plus I am happy to be here with you guys." I respond to V.

   V seemed to be satisfied with my answer. I am honestly growing a crush on him. Here he is bias-wrecking the crap out of me. But I mean just look at him and that wonderful smile of his. Ugh it gets me every time.

   Everyone had finished their meals. The conversations were continuing up until my mom let out the biggest yawn ever. She laughs at herself but you could tell that she was kind of embarrassed that she had just did that.

   "Well it looks like it is getting close to my bedtime." my mom says

   I laugh in response before saying "Alright let us go home. The little ones need some sleep plus we all have to get up early tomorrow since you guys are going to see me off tomorrow."

   "Yeah we need to get up early too." RM says.

   "Guys I haven't even started packing." Jimin suddenly confesses.

   "What? Why didn't you say something early? Jin practically yells at Jimin.

   "Dude why are you always so last minute with everything? I hope you know that you are not going to sleep until you are completely packed up and ready for tomorrow." RM says.

   "Aww I kind of feel bad for him. The way they are ganging up on him isn't nice." I whisper to V so no one else could hear what I was saying.

   "Don't feel bad for him. He asks for it. What if we were late tomorrow because of him and accidently miss our flight?" V replies to me.

   "I see your point. He should make smarter choices." I say with a nod.

   I noticed my mom and siblings were already up from the table. Oh yeah we are suppose to be leaving now. I stand up to walk towards them when somethings grabs my wrist causing me to stop in my tracks. I look back to see that V is holding onto my wrist. He is just looking at me then stands up.

   "Were you planning on leaving without giving me a hug goodbye first? V says then pulls me into an embrace completely catching me off guard.

   I stand there for a moment trying to gather my thoughts together. What is this and why do I feel this way right now? Have I already fallen for him in this short time of me knowing him? No way, I have not even met Suga yet. But if that's not it then why am I so happy to be in his arms right now?