What Does My Heart Want

Chapter 5

   I'm silently sitting in the passengers seat as my mom drives me to the airport. I told her RM could take me but my mom insisted on taking me herself. Of course I don't blame her. I know she is going to miss me a bunch once I am gone.

   Honestly though I will take this car ride over the car ride I had last night with my family. All the way home my mom kept asking me what was going on between V and I. I kept telling her nothing was going on. That we were just friends but she did not believe me at all. Shocker! I honestly did not think it was that obvious. Clearly I was wrong. We don't have anything going on though. Or at least that is what I keep trying to tell myself.

   We finally pull up to the airport and my mom parks her car. I grab my belongings then make my way inside of the building with my mother following behind me. Honestly this is the first time this entire situation has felt real. I am extremely nervous yet incredibly happy all at once. As we are walking I saw the guys sitting together. I point to them to show my mom where they were then walks towards them.

   "Hey guys." I say to them.

   "Oh hey, you're here. Our flight it about to leave. We were kind of getting worried there for a moment." RM replies.

   "Sorry about that. There was just traffic and slow drivers." I say, then elbow my mom.

   "It is alright. You are here now and that is all that matters." Jin says to me with a smile.

   Not even thirty seconds later a lady gets on the intercom and call for our flight. I immediately looked at my mom. She already has tears in her eyes.

   "No, don't do that! If you start to cry then I will cry and you know I hate crying." I scolded my mom.

   "Shut up. I can't help it." She says then a tear slips from her left eye.

   "Just hug me and let me go before I start to cry." I say then hug her right after.

   We hug for a little while then they repeat the call for my flight. I move away from my mom and give her a simple smile before grabbing my luggage. I start to walk towards the gate.

   "I love you." my mom yells out to me.

   I look back at her "I love you too" I say before walking away again. I felt some tears escape my eyes. I hurry and wipe them away before anyone sees.

   When we board the plane I find out that I am sitting between V and Jimin. RM and Jin are behind us sitting together. I was thrilled once I found that out. Although the thought of my family popped into my head but being here made things easier. I don not regret my choice at all.

*Time Skip*

   We had finally arrived to Korea. It was a super long trip but surprisingly was not that bad. I slept some of it away but whenever I was awake Jimin and V did a wonderful job at keeping me entertained. We listened to music and told stories to one another. It was such a great time and a good way to get to know them even more.

   Before we could get off of the plane RM insisted that I wore a disguise because there were already hundreds of fans outside waiting for them. Plus not to mention all of the paparazzi. Although he was pretty sure that they would capture a picture of me entering the same car as them. But if they don't have my face then everything is okay.

   So I tied my hair back into a pony tail then tucked it into my jacket. I am wearing a normal black baseball cap and one of those medical masks that all k-pop idols are known to wear. RM had also suggested that I should hold onto him and keep my head down until we get to the car.

   After I have my disguise on we head to the exit. The door is not even open yet but I can hear all of the fans yelling. It makes me even more nervous. What if one of them grabs me. What if I get lost and lose them. I have been practicing some Korean so I will have he basics but if I lose them I am in trouble.