know no better || e.d

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I roll over in my bed and rub my eyes

'Shit'

I shove my face into my pillow

Today I'm seeing Ethan and Grayson for the first time in a year

From what I've heard Ethan isn't good

He's turned into a complete asshole

Oh and I found out he did cheat on me so oh well there's his trust gone

Ethan and Grayson are planning a tour and as I'm the manager I have to plan the event for them 'cause they are based in LA

Ugh struggles

I hop out of bed and shower

The past year has actually been great for me

I still keep in touch with Grayson and Cameron so that's good

I've been more happy and free

I've also been watching Ethan and Grayson's videos every week and you can see how Ethan has changed

He hasn't looked happy in a long time and hasn't looked interested in anything they were doing

I dry myself off with the soft towel and go to my wardrobe

Hmmm

I know

I'll dress to impress

I grab a tight white dress, some wedges and a denim jacket

I don't really need to look professional

I take my hair out of the towel and put my playlist on shuffle

I pull my platinum silver hair up into a ponytail

Yes, about a month or two ago I dyed my hair a platinum silver/grey and i really like it

It's made me more confident and feel better about myself

I bop to the music

I apply some subtle makeup

I grab my purse, keys and phone and walk downstairs

I'm in a happy mood I'm smiling and just happy

I feel good

I put some berries into a cup and dust a bit of sugar over them, I grab a spoon and walk out the door

I walk into my car and drive to my office

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Once I arrive I sit down and grab my papers

I play some music and just eat my berries

Knock

Knock

My breathing hitches

They're here

I take a gulp of water and walk towards the door

I open the door revealing Grayson

I instantly latch onto him hugging him

'I haven't seen you in forever'

He hugs back

I catch a glimpse of Ethan

My breathing stops

He got like 10 times hotter

He stands there jaw clenched

Rolling his perfect hazel eyes