Chim - Worth So Much More Lesbian Story

Part 11

Kim's POV

"Babe I already am yours?" Cheryl said with a confused look

"I know, but I just still feel there's something in the way.. do you get what I mean?" I explained

"Yeah I know, babe you trust us don't you?" she asked

"I want you to know I'll never break your heart" she added stroking me cheek. I blushed at her intense stair, I took her hand off my cheek and laced them together

"I'm trusting you" I said leaning in a giving her a kiss, I went to back away but she quickly claimed my lips. Kissing me hard leaving me breathless

"I have to go" she mumbled against my lips with her eyes still closed, our foreheads leaned in together

"I know" I replied giving her a few pecks on her lips

"I'll have this upcoming week off" she said opening her eyes and looking at me

"You're mine for the week?" I asked happily

"All yours. forever" she said with a smile

"Stop being cute" I said standing up and taking her hands in mine

"You think I'm cute?" she wiggled her eyebrows

"Beyond cute" I kissed her once more. We walked over the front door and said our goodbyes waving her off as she drove off.

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Kim's POV

Do I turn her on when I kiss her? does the sound of my voice drive her crazy? Do I have her love? Do I give her everything she's always wanted? would she rather turn away and leave me lonely? I wonder if I'm enough for her? I have to stop thinking like this, it's bringing out my insecurities.. I don't want Cheryl to feel like she is with someone who isn't confident with their own skin. My phone began to ring making me jump as I read the Caller Id

Mum

"Hello?" I answered with confidence in my voice. Although what I was feeling inside is a whole different story

"Hello darling how are you?" mum asked sweetly

"Hey mum yeah in good, how are you?" I asked awkwardly. I don't know how one is supposed to speak to their parents, it's always been formal and very posh like

"I'm good how's work? how's your handsome boyfriend doing? I've missed him!" she said excitedly

"Oh erm yeah he's good, I'm at work right now actually" I lied a little. I was kind of at work.. wasn't I?

"My hard working girl! is Justin with you?" she asked. Mum thinks Justin works with me, he played along with the lie because he isn't much either, he's a waiter with 2 jobs on his hands

"Oh he's not home mum" I messed up with my words. I'm not home you idiot!

"I thought you were at work?" she asked

"Oh god look at me, I've been in this building longer than I should. I'm starting to call it home" I laughed awkwardly but she bought it because she laughed along

"Oh you work to hard! I'll leave you to it! speak to you soon love" she said and the dial tone went. I out my phone down and just stared into space, in a real mess aren't I? I wish I didn't have to lie but she's so proud, imagine what she would be like if I told her what I do for a living. That would be a right laugh. .

"Kimba!" Cheryl called though out the house taking me out of my train of thought

"Sitting room" I replied. Cheryl appeared trough the room looking more beautiful than ever even with minimal makeup on she still took my breath away

"Hey you" she smiled shyly coming over and kissing me on the cheek. I took her by surprise by taking her we sort and pulling her onto my lap giving her a proper kiss on the lips

"I needed a proper kiss" I said kissing her once more on the lips. She was smiling widely and I couldn't help but return the smile

"How was your day?" I asked her sitting back into the sofa and pulling her down with me. She sighed happily wrapping her arms around my waist and resting her head on my shoulder. She went on to tell me how hectic her day was and the troubles she had with her manager being an arse. my heart swelled up with feelings I have never felt before, never experienced before. I loved how we were, how we shared each other's day, it made me feel important for once.

"How was your day?" she asked giving me a kiss on the cheek

"Nothing interesting" I said brushing it off, although I wanted to share my day I was still hesitant. In my past relationship I was always told off for talking about my job and my day.

"Oh go on! I want to know about you day and what you have been up to" she said snuggling further into me

"Well let's see, my mum won't stop hounding me with phone calls.. I think she senses something because when she told me she wanted to talk to Justin I told her he wasn't home.. and I messed up on that because I told her I was at work. So she caught me in a lie.. what am I supposed to do? she doesn't know we broke up. She really like him, if only she knew..." I trailed off at the end remembering how different Justin was infront of my parents. How he would act like a gentlemen, caring, nurturing, and gentle. If only they knew.

"Why don't you tell her you guys broke up?" she asked stoking my cheek sweetly

"Because I know she'd still want to talk to him and want an explanation as to why we aren't together anymore" I said looking at Cheryl

"Why don't you tell her he's long gone, and to respect your decision" Cheryl said I couldn't help but laugh

"You really don't know my parents babe" I said kissing her on the cheek

"Tell me how they are like then?" she asked and I had to think about it for a second. Why was she so interested in me? in my life?

"Well.. they're very controlling, and think they know what is best for me. it's sad actually I think that's why I rebelled so badly and ended up being a maid. Maybe if I did listen to them I would have been something or somebody" I said talking to myself more than Cheryl

"Don't talk like that" she said seriously

"You're the most amazing person I know, and I don't appreciate you talking about yourself like that. You are somebody. You are everything to us! and maybe you still haven't done what you love but I know you will, sometimes success doesn't come to you, you have to go get yourself" she said with determination in her voice, she was trying to convince me. And it worked because the tears that came streaming down my cheeks were happy tears

"What did I do to deserve you" I sniffed as she wiped my tears away

"The question is, what did we do to deserve each other" she kissed me gently on the lips and I could feel the love and passion with a single touch of her lips against mine. I was falling. And I was falling hard.