Beautiful Monster: Deleted Scenes (Completed)

Deleted Scene #1

Now this scene was originally in the chapter: Singing Lesson (part 2). I deleted this because it made the rating go up ******(to an R rating, so I would rate this R-be warned)******, and because it wasn't what I was looking for. This was suppose to help lead into the hug Amy gives Erik, but I figured this gave away too much information too soon on Amy's part. 

You may see some similary elements in the actualy chapter.

Enjoy!

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 "So...are you a....a....virgin?" I whisper. 

Erik looks amused. "Ever heard of the move the '40-Year Old Virgin'?" I nod. "Meet his son...but at the age of twenty-five."

"Aww." 

"I don't need your pity."

"Then you won't have it," I state. 

"I'm guessing you aren't."

"What?" I laugh. 

"I'm guessing that you aren't a virgin." He says again. He looks a little red in the face. Good, I am!

"Why would you say that?"

"You have had a kiss in your life, so..."

I nod, getting his drift. "I see. In that case....your right."

He nods at me, no emotion on his face. "You are normal after all."

I wince. "I wouldn't say that...." Guilt comes washing back from the memory. I rub my eyes, trying to hold back the sudden tears. Baby. Remember the outcome you got. You have a baby.

"Hey," Erik calls softly. "You okay? I didn't mean to hurt you...."

I shake my head, rolling my eyes. A tear escapes. "You didn't. Just...that wasn't the best moment of my life."

Erik looks conflicted. "Amy. Amy, were you....were you...raped?"

"Kind of, I guess. It's hard to explain." I sniff. "Let's just say my feelings weren't a piece in the equation."

"Bastard," Erik growls. "Why don't I just say it for most of the male population: men are pigs."

I laugh. Wiping the tear away. "You got the 'most' right."

"Why 'most'?" 

 "Because there is that final exception."

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See? Totally different take and I didn't like it. Still don't. 

So tell me...what do you think?