I sighed as I laid on top of my bed, the sound of George and Levi arguing drawing me out of my thoughts. I stood up from my bed and made my way into the kitchen, my heart in my throat as I entered the living room. The yelling had turned into screaming now so I quickly walked into the room, I watched as George just stared at Levi. Hurt and anger in his face, Levi stood with tears in his eyes as they just stared at each other. The next thing I knew, George picked up his coat and left, slamming the door behind him.
"What happened?" I asked, walking over to the frail looking Levi who was now hunched over.
"Nothing. I've got to pack for L.A." He said and pushed passed me, walking to his room. I watched as the door shut, I looked back towards the door and quickly rushed out. I watched as George ran somewhere completely different, just away. I sighed again and made my way to Matty's, feeling a sudden wave of sadness. As I came to the door I just opened it, I walked through the house to his room, where he lay on the floor. 3 bottles of wine around him, a joint in both hands and some white powder on the floor.
"Matty." I breathed our, my breathe catching as my throat and tears in my eyes.
"Jupiterrrrrrrrr." He dragged out, trying to sit up but failing. I quickly dropped to my knees and moved towards him. My heart cracked a little at his second attempt of sitting up, I moved him so he was leaning against his bed. I took the joints out of his hands and put them out, I put the caps on the bottles and sat them to the side. He watched me as I did this, his eyes filling with tears as I came to face him.
"Matty, why have you done this?" I asked, holding his face in my hands. He leaned into my hands and let the tears fall from his eyes. "Matty." I said again and something in him snapped.
"Because I'm lonely!" He yelled, having to really focus on his words.
"You are not lonely, you have so many people around you who love you." I said wiping the tears from his eyes but he moved away from me.
"But you don't." He said, his voice laced with sadness and hurt. I let my face fall, confusing and hurt taking over. "Go away Jupiter, just go away." He said quietly. I dropped my hands from his face. I stood from beside him and walked out of the house, shutting the door behind me and calling Ross.
"Matty's fucked." I spoke and then hung up, I let the tears fall as I walked home. I opened the door and walked into the cold house, the lights off and no sound. I opened Levi's door as seen him sitting on his bed, he looked up and seen me also. We both lay on his bed that night and cried, laughed and ate our own weight in pizza.
