Do I Love Him or Love Him Not? ( A Louis Tomlinson Love Story)

Chapter 18

Sorry guys this chapter jimps around alot!!

Kayla's POV

I walked into the room wiping a few tears away and sat down right next to Roger’s bed. He slowly opened his eyes and saw me and got a faint smile.

“ Hi girly…” he said almost in a whisper. I smiled him and grabbed his hand and held on tight.

“ Hi Roger….. I am so sorry this happened to you….” I said as I started to cry again.

“Hey it’s okay…. I will always be here for you… I love you little sis!.” He said smiling at me

“ And I love you too big bro…. I always will.” I said giving him a kiss on the cheek and walking over to Harvey who looked real bad. He was asleep. I grabbed his hand and just stood there looking down at him.

“Harvey….. I love you so much…. You have always been strong….. I’m gonna miss you!” I said crying and giving him a hug. I walked back over to Roger and start to talk about how my career was going. Louis was with me the whole time to comfort me. The doctor came in and looked at me, Louis, and Matt.

“Can I talk to you guys outside?” he asked. We all nodded our heads and followed him out the door.

“ Roger is doing okay…. He has a 50 % chance of making it but Harvey he is not going to make it. He is so weak….. he might not even make it through the night.” He said with sympathy. I stood and started to cry. Louis wrapped his arms around my waist and I was covering my eyes to wipe away the tears. He was rubbing circle on my back and making my soothing sounds. I went in the room and went over to Harvey and just cried to him.

“Harvey I am not going to leave your side…. I love you so much” I said giving him a kiss on the head. About 2 hours later the others walked in and I ran up and gave Genna a big hug. She was crying too because she was also a little sister to them. I laid down and rested my head on Louis and fell asleep.

I woke up to the sound of doctors rushing in the room.

“Come on we have to leave..” said Louis while picking me up and walking me out of the room. I stood outside and looked in the window. All I saw was the nurses and doctors trying to revive Harvey. After 25 minutes they all stood there and looked at each other. I knew that he was gone. My best friend was gone. I just couldn’t believe it. I ran out of the hospital and into the street. I sat on the curb and bawled my eyes out like I never had before. I felt someone behind me I looked and saw Matt standing there. I gave him a hug huge I didn’t want to let go.

“ I can’t believe he is gone…. I am going to miss him…. I don’t want Roger to be next….. I just can’t take it.” I said crying into his arms.

“ I know it is going to be hard but they will be looking down at you and they will be in a better place.” He said looking at me. I smiled at him and he kissed the top of my head. I walked into the hospital and walked back into the room and saw that Roger wasn’t doing good. I personally thought he was dying of a broken heart now not from all the burns and bruises. I went over to him and gave him the biggest hug and when I released him he was gone. I cried so hard I was the last person he saw. I said my goodbyes and left.

“ You okay sweetie?” asked Louis while walking to the car.

“I just want to go home.” I said without looking at him. He nodded his head and we went to our hotel. I ignored everyone and went straight to bed. I sat in the room and just did something I haven’t done in a while. I prayed for everyone that had lost people and hope they have as much as support as I did and I prayed that Harvey and Roger are doing good. I went to sleep for the first night without Louis next to me.