Ishq-e-junoon

Memories of the past

Ragini's POV:-
Kyu sans Kyu? Kyu krte ho mjhse itna Pyaar. Nhi hu m tmhre ya tmhre iss bepanaah Pyaar k layak. Aakhir Kyu chhte ho mjhe itna? Mjhse nfrt krne ki jgh tm mjhse aaj b utna hi Pyaar Kyu krte ho? Mne tmhe kitna kxh bola, kitta bura Kiya tmhre saath PR uske bdle tmne mjhse sirf Pyaar Kiya. Aaj b tmhe Meri fikr h, aaj b tm apne bdle see phle meri salamati chhte ho. M tmhe deserve hi ni krti sans. Plzz hate me kyuki agr tm yuhi mjhse pyaar krte rhe to mere liye jeena aur b mushkil ho jaega.....(Why sans why? Why do u love me this much?I don't deserve ur this limitless love. Why u love me so much? Instead of hating me u still love me why? What not I did to u, which flinching word did I not thrown at  u ,bt still what u did is kept loving me still. Even today, more than ur revenge u prioritize mine safety. I don't deserve u. Plzz hate me sans coz if u kept loving me this way it will become worser for me to survive......)
With this, she broken down in the office itself n fell on her knees crying over her Fate.

      Sans while walking outside was even confused over his recent actions. He can't explain it to himself that why he cared for her still? In this thinking n walking, he collided with a person who was coming opposite to him.
S: WTH! Can't u see n walk? Have u fed ur eyes to birds or what?

P: M really sorry. Actually I was bay looking in this file.
       When that person looked forward towards sans face to face, both of them became shocked.

S: Namit?

N:Sanskaar?

S: What r u doing here? N y r walking like a blind? N y r u here in my office?

N: chill dude! Lemme answer first then u can ask further ques.
K fine.... Ur first answer is that I m one of the employ at this office......correction ur office right?

S: Yaa,  dad n my uncle had recently hand over the office responsibilities to me n lucky. N m the new CEO here.

N:Wow! Congratulations bro...... So when r u throwing party for this much big achievement?

S: hahah.... Well party will be next evening itself n make sure to reach there on time.

N: sure buddy.... But u tell me first, when did u came back to India n if came why didn't u informed us? For long three years no call no mssgs ntg..... Why dude? Why u suddenly left without saying anything?

   Sans immediately stiffened hearing next ques BT still managed to maintain straight face .
S: Yr, I just reached ystrdy itself n after that home, office, work n all .....u know na ..... So just didn't got time to call u all. But since we met today we will surely hang around this weekend. What say?

N: Well I can understand it.....bt can't guarantee of Sona. She will beat the shit out of u if she comes to know n now even she has a partner to support her.

S:Sona? Partner? What r u talking yr?

N: Srry srry, I m talking abt my dear wifey Mrs.Preetika Namit Agnihotri n our junior Ansh Agnihotri.

S: Wow! U both love birds got married n now even had a son. Great, tell her I will be coming soon infact today evening itself to meet her personally.

N: ok boss!
So tell me howz this office dude n the employees?
S: Everything is awesome yr.
N:Okay..... (Wid will nervous expression) Sans did u meet her..... I mean u might have come to know that ..... Yr believe me I too had no idea that u r here or I would have shifted her to.....
S: Yaa I met her. N I know she too works here n now she is my PA.
  
Hearing this, Namit instantly shifted his gaze to sans n looked at him questioningly.
N: PA? I don't think u r srus?

S: Yaa I am. She is my PA here n will be working wid me in the same cabin together infront of my eyes.

N: Okay. Ur office, ur decision. Bt plzz I will request u to keep ur personal n professional life apart. Hope u understand?

S: Yeah buddy..... I will take care of it. Bt I will not even spare her.

N: Ok boss..... C u in d evening. I have lots of work pending. K bye.

S: Yaa see you soon...bye
 

  With a smiling face n relaxed mind, sans once again headed towards his cabin only to see the peon carrying out the food plate n glass juice towards the pantry. None of them was even touched n this enraged sans to very deep level. He at once barged inside the cabin n saw ragu walking towards her table from the washroom side.
    Sans came in front of ragu, who was walking absent mindedly. When she was about to collide, sans caught her by her arms n jerked her forward. She immediately gasped due to this sudden intrusion n touch. She was horrified after seeing sans this close for d second time in a single day.
Evaluating her expressions n fear striken face, sans pulled her further into his body. Now his chest was fully crashed wid her petite figure. Both were lost again into each other eyes n touch. Sans then moved one of his hands towards her slim waist while brushing her forearm in the way.
Ragu was lost in his touch n instantly moaned his name  'saannnns'.....
On hearing his name from her mouth he further lost his senses n hold her waist tightly. He then traced her face feathers wid his other hand n tucked a fringe of hair falling on her face, behind her ears.
This brought a shiver down her spine bt she immediately controlled her senses n spoke - "San...... Mr. Maheshwari, what r u doing?"

Hearing this sans immediately came back to his senses. But he didn't left her this time as he knew that how is she affected by his closeness. He tightened his hold on her waist further n while running down his finger across her cheeks asked her "What am I doing ragini? Tell me .... I don't think I m doing anything wrong?

  Hearing this ragu closed her eyes painfully understanding what he is trying to do. She then shuddered n spoke further, "see Mr. Maheshwari, u can't do this to me."

  Sans then immediately pinched her waist n she gasped, finally uttering sans.

S: Do u think I can't do anything wid u?  Then u r highly mistaken baby coz I can do whatever I want, wid anyone, anytime, anywhere. Did u get me?
So if u don't want me to continue what I started then immediately finish the lunch which I have ordered or else be ready to be in my arms for the rest of the day.

Ragu was horrified by his this statement n immediately nodded yes .
He then lossen his hold on her waist bt didn't left her. Instead he leaned forward towards her n wispered ...... "I loved u ragini n what u did? U destroyed me. I fixed u up n u....... U broke me ..... completely......beyond repair...."

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Wid love,
Vaishnavi.