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Painful Flashback

Sans' POV:-
Again...again I lost it. Why god why I love to lose every time when it is ragini standing on opposite side. Why do I feel like I have conquered the world by loosing every single bit to her. Why do u affect me this much ragu?
Why can't I avenge ur betrayal?
Why my heart still flutters wid ur mere closeness?
Why my mind becomes numb around u?
Why am I still searching for reasons for which u took that step of crushing my heart years back when I knew that u too loved me madly?
Why still can't I believe that my ragini can hurt me or betray me? Why dammit? Whhhyyyyy?
      
     Standing on the balcony side of his room, sans was bsy  mourning over his past actions n still finding for reason to hate his love......which was becoming impossible for him wid the passing hrs. Her eyes spoke volumes to him n still he couldn't stop himself from drowning in her brown deep n doe shaped eyes. He could still see love n care for him in those eyes but unlike other times,he wasn't able to read the volumes her eyes spoke . It seems like she had maintained a facade and build up a wall across herself which even he was unable to break.

       What a pathetic situation it was........ Here he has come to take his revenge,BT a single hurt to her caused thousands of scratches on his soul. Seems like the hunter who was out on hunt has himself fall prey for his prey.
Thinking all this finally his body gave up all the strength n his knees fall weak. He then sinkedd down on the floor n then a throaty groan of frustration n  agony left his mouth. He kept sitting on the floor for hrs n it seems like even nature was affected by his pain n sufferings. It eventually started to rain n this brought sans back to world from his world . He automatically stepped out on in  rain outside.
Once he stepped in rain, he finally let his dam o tear n emotions to break down completely.  He kept on sulking on his pathetic life. Suddenly he remembered something n his eyes became all bloody red n he even restrained himself even from blinking.......

Flashback......
    A boy whose back is only visible is seen sitting on a bench on a beach side. He is wearing a light blue shirt with black ripped denim jeans n is looking extremely hot n has very nice n chiseled body. He is tapping his foot on the sand beneath his feet n it seems like he is  impatiently waiting for someone's arrival. He is sitting facing the flooding waves on the shore n is looking at somewhere. He then turns around to check something n his face is revealed to be Sanskaar. He is looking stunningly handsome. As always, he is having his signature smirk on his face n is looking very cute yet sexy. He has a very peaceful smile on his face n his hairs are all ruffled n scattered here n there,hence giving him more sexy look. He has very nice n well build body n his chest is slightly visible as the top buttons of his shirt are undone . 

Sans to himself:  Yr when will she come? Here i am dying to see her n she...... She is as usual enjoying my restlessness. I know she is doing all this on a purpose to tease me n make me suffer for scolding her yesterday but could I have done dude. She knows how possisive I become when it comes to her but hell no, she enjoys it too. What was the need to wear such small dress when she clearly knew that I don't like anyone other than me eyeing her wid any such emotions. N yesterday that bastard, he was completely oggling her with lustful gaze. So what could have I done other than  beating that asshole who was making my lady so uncomfortable wid his lustful gaze?
I m nt  at all sorry For yesterday behavior. BT still I will have to persuade her. N I know the moment I will propose her for marriage n to be my betterhalf ,she will instantly forget everything n will come running in my arms.

He then hears the chiming n tinkling sound of an anklet n instantly a grin occurs on his face . He turns his face towards the source of the sound n instantly his eyes enlarges n his breath struck in his throat. He becomes awestruck at his place by seeing the person coming towards him .

There comes the princess of his dream, the queen of his heart, the sole reason of his very existence in this world n the necessity of his life........his love, his Ragini. Yaa, he loves her truly, madly, crazily n what not. He can do anything for her. He can go to any limit to get her n can set the world on fire if a slight pain is caused to her by anyone. Period.

While he kept dreaming abut her, she came frwd  n soon was standing in front of him. She snapped her fingers before his eyes to bring him back to earth. Instantly, he regained his senses n scanned her from top to bottom. She was looking like a princess of any fairy tail dressed in black off shoulder outfit which hardly reached her knee. She had left her hair hair open n was looking stunningly beautiful in that minimal makeup. She was looking breath-taking  n had an adorable smile on her lips, seeing the condition of sans.
Sans then immediately engulfed her in a bear hug n smiled finally as if he was waiting for his happiness to come to him. But his this trance was broken when she didn't hugged him back. He then parted himself from her n asked through actions if everything is alright. But the next thing she told crashed his world into pieces n snatched the surface beneath his feet.
      Here he was planning to propose her for marriage n there she asked him to leave her alone. She asked him to forget her n move on as she can't continue wid a person like him who can't provide stability to her afterwards. She questioned his love n moreover asked him if he has sufficient money that he can pay for her expenses n give her a lavish life. She told him that now they all are at the verge of bankruptcy n she can't keep any relationship wid such a person who don't even have a handsome bank balance.
       He asked repeatedly for a single chance to prove it to  that he can do anything for her BT she paid no heed to any of his pleadings. He even bent on his knees n beeged for her love n support, BT she just had a single answer "Don't waste my time n ur energy Sanskaar. Just forget me n move on coz now I m not at all interested in u n ur bankrupt family. N if u still want me in ur life, then prove urself worth of it."
She then walked away leaving him behind all broken, suffering n struggling. He sat there for hours contemplating what happened. He still was not believing that it was ragini who was talking? Did only money was what that mattered to her? Did she never loved him n was only behind his bank balance?
     He then finally decided to show her who The real Sanskaar Maheshwari is.  He then moved away from that place deciding to earn money....... So much money that he can shut the mouth of all ragini n other people.

Flashback ends.....

     He was still standing in the heavy down-pour wid blood shot eyes n stiffened jaw. He was deeply hurted n this flashback just freshened his already raw wound. He then dashed inside his room n moved towards the drawer in which her photo was kept n took it out. Gazing her photo like a mad prson, he hugged her photo frame n zoomed out in some other dimension where only he n his ragini existed once. .......

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