Did You Miss Me, Dear Alpha?

Chapter Four

Kristina's POV,

I've never felt so much pain in my entire life. This, this was worse than my parents dying, the packs nasty comments- all of it. It felt like someone had ripped my heart out and was continuously standing on it.

My wolf was heartbroken and wouldn't except comfort, blaming me for Caleb rejecting us. She was pretty pissed along with me.

Id sat by the lake for over two hours replaying the rejection over and over in my head. I didn't even do anything to make him reject me! Id never even spoke to him properly ebfore1 how dare he reject me, id only ever obeyed him.

I don't even know why I'm still here. I said I'd leave when I found my mate and I have. Whats stoping me from leaving?

Nothing.

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It was 3:30 when I arrived at the pack house. Nobody was home yet as school hadn't finished yet. I slammed the door shut and ran up to my room. I had limited time, I needed to get in and out without anybody seeing me.

Not like they'd be bothered any way.

I grabbed my carry on bag and began shoving clothes inside- not really bothering to check what I was throwing inside. I zipped the bag closed after I'd finished packing all of my clothes. I swung the bag over my shoulder as my hand rested against the doorknob. I looked back at the room Id spent so many years in.

Memories swarmed my mind but I shook them away. I couldn't let anything cloud my judgment- not when I was so close. But before I shut the door I packed a photo of me, mum, dad and brother. Something to remember them by.

Sneaking down into the kitchen I grabbed bottles of water, fruit and snacks I could munch on until I found a way to support myself. I took some money from the packs safe before leaving. And to be perfectly honest I didn't feel at all bad about it. At all. After everything they put me through I think I deserve to take something of there's.

Looking up at the clock I saw it was 4:15, shit they'd be home soon.

Scrambling through the kitchen drawer I picked up two sheets of paper and began to write my goodbye letters.

Dear Dustin.

I've decided to leave and never come back. I hope you not to upset- but why would you be? You were never a good brother so I don't know why you would want to start now. This is goodbye, I don't think you'll ever see me again so I hope you find your mate and treat her well. Treat her like a princess because no girl deserves to be treated like I have.

Have a good life.

Kristina.

I wiped the tears from my eyes as I began to write Alpha Caleb's letter. This was going to be painful. I placed pen on paper and let my emotions pour out into one letter.

Dear Alpha Caleb.

By the time you get this letter I'll be gone.

Long gone and I hope that I never have to see you again because if I do I seriously think I would rip you apart. I don't hate you for rejecting me yet. I think I will in the future but not now. After all i deserve it, just like you have always said I deserve it.

But I actually don't deserve this. i am a human being- I don't deserve any of the abuse you've put me through.

And I hope you feel the pain I'm feeling right now. I hope you feel your heart being wrenched and stood on over and over again. I hope your wolf doesn't speak to you forever because I can feel him begging mine right now and were not coming back.

But most of all Caleb I hop you find happiness in the future because I'm sure as hell not going to be here to give you it.

You're not getting me back, you never will.

And I want you to know after all the abuse you've put me through I'm stronger than you ever could be.

I'm unbreakable.

Taking a deep breath in I set the pen down, opened the door and ran. Ran from the Dark Moon Pack.

A/N

Part two finished!

+ I updated twice in one day! I'm on a roll!

The photo is the clothes Kristina has/packs

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