After contemplating life I got thirsty not for water but alcohol sometimes it just calls my name alcohol is there when nobody else is it makes you feel well numb inside now some people may think being numb is worse but in all truthfulness sometimes people feel to much it messes with your mind, your body, your life everything somethings hurt to much here I go rambling on again.. Any who where was I? Ahh yes I'm thirsty, as I start to walk up to the tacky orange colored pull out table I realize there minimal alcoholic beverages they have some Seagram's wine coolers, some smirnoff ice ahh yes vodka my favorite.
I decided to take the whole bottle because I mean it is a party might as well get drunk of my ass "LILY" I heard a familiar voice shout at me as soon as I started opening the transparent glass bottle "What do you want Rachel I'm kinda busy here" "Oh haha this is my friend Sarah" and at that moment the world stopped moving everything disappeared it was just me and her I felt like there was a swarm of graceful butterflies in my stomach her eyes looked like the chocolate I used to have on my ice cream with my father every wednesday and her smile I thought was going to kill me her eyes were perfect wait she IS perfect, Wait why am I thinking like this all this mushy shit snap out of it Lily! your better than this she's just a girl the perfect girl.
"Hello Lily anybody homeee?" Rachel said giggling like a school girl "Um yeah sorry I was just thinking about something" "What were you thinking about?" This beautiful ang- Lily stop let me rephrase that Sarah said "Oh um the ocean?" nice going Lily your being a dumbass "The ocean is a nice thing to help you clear your mind it's helped me allot" "Oh really well did you know that around 70% of the Earth’s surface is covered by oceans?" "Oh well did you know that the Pacific Ocean’s name has an original meaning of ‘peaceful sea’" "Wow I love it when you talk oceany to me" I giggled "Well I can talk about allot of things" Sarah smirked "Really like what?" I knew where this was going but I loved listening to her talk it made me feel peaceful "Well maybe I could show you later I mean if your up for it" Sarah said slightly laughing at what just came out of here mouth "see you later ocean girl" Sarah walke off I wanted to stop her I wanted her to stay there forever.
I sat the rest of the night thinking about her I felt so comfortable talking to her being near her her eyes were so inviting her voice is so sweet being near her for at least 10 minutes made my whole day ugh I hate that I feel this way Up until 10 minutes ago I thought I didn't even have a heart but she made me realize I do I do have a heart and it want's one thing and that's her ocean girl i'm HER ocean girl and she's mine I hope I see her again I miss her already.
