Becca's thoughts
That night I cried myself to sleep. I always knew he would never love me the way that I love him but, for some reason I always had a little hope that maybe just maybe he would. Stupid I know but hey a girl can dream. I've been falling apart and I am so scared all the time. I always thought he would be the one to notice but I mean whats one more silly dream. Thinking back on everything in our friendship I dont even know if Dean ever really cared or if he did it clearly wasn't as much as I did. For the most part I try to avoid him now. I don't want to ruin his life more than I have and honestly I'm afraid that I'll just keep getting hurt. I know Dean would never intentionally hurt someone in anyway because he's just not that type of guy. I still text him good morning and good night hoping he will understand that I care and am trying but I don't know if thats getting across. Maybe telling him how I feel was a bad idea. Maybe I should have just kept my mouth shut. And most of all I shouldn't have fallen for him. He deserves better.
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Our kind of love
Romance"What's my kind of love? I don't believe in love, my kind of love is between family and friends and thats it... or that was it until I met you." Becca is in her last year of high school and has never had a boyfriend because of everything she went th...
