Liam's POV
I can't believe he hung up on me and that he acted like he didn't even know me what did I do to make him hate me so much? Oh that's right we made love and he quit the band because of me. I was sitting on my bed when I heard I soft tap on my door I look up and see niall standing there in my room looking at me with a worried expression on his face it worried me to see him like that you see niall was just like a little brother to me and the rest of the boys." what's wrong ni?" I asked him look straight in his ice blue eyes as they filled with tears and panic started to fill me he ran over to me and stared to sob." I miss him li I miss so much it's been almost 5 years and still no word from zayn" he said trying to calm himself down." I know niall I miss him too" I said feeling my eyes burn with tears.I have to find zayn and find out way he left and try to talk him back into coming back into the band we are not one direction without him here with us no with me I still love him even after 4 and a half years." niall I need to tell you something I've been keeping secret for 4 and a half years" I said as my voice started to crack at the end" what is it liam you can tell me anything" he said." I am... I am gay ni and I have loved zayn scenes the Xfacter days" I said and broke down crying because it felt like a big weight was lifted off my chest telling niall." liam I kind of knew you had a thing for zayn, just by the way you looked at him" niall told me."really? you don't hate me?" I say a little shocked that niall knew all this time." liam I could never hate you you are who you are" niall told me before giving me a big hug.
Latter that night I was on my laptop hoping I could catch zayn on twitter or Facebook not luck damn it I need to find him. Maybe I should fly out to his home town and see if he's there, yeah that's what I'll do after I come out to the public as gay or maybe not at east not yet not till I find zayn.
so I spent all night packing for my trip and called a taxi to pick me up I am thankful not the rest of the boys are asleep right I don't like saying goodbye especially to niall and Louis they would try to get me to stay and harry I know would let me go if he knew why I was going. The taxi came to pick me so I got all my stuff in the taxi and as I closed the door I seen all three boys standing on the front porch looking at me with tears in there eyes" airport please and make it fast" I said to the driver as I look out the window seeing the start to walk up to the taxi confused and sad faces.
so I am off to find the love of my life wish me luck.
2 chapter done hope you like it
