violate~ ill wait, forever if i have to

let me think about it...

( I woke up next to Tate, my true only love. I had to smile, but, truly smile since ages. )

Tate:oh, hey violet! You woke up.

Violet: yeah, at you... Okay?

Tate:ugh, yup. Why?

Violet: you seem.... I don't know.. You seem weird. Are you feeling sick or something?

Tate:no... Actually, I'm like that because I wanted to tell you something.

Violet: Ok, bring it on.

Tate: I dont think its a good idea, because we just got together and I don't know how you'll take it, so I dont wanna loose you from a stupid thing.

Violet: I promise that you'll NOT gonna loose me. I realised how much I love you and i couldn't stay away from you any longer. So please, tell me.

Tate: okay... So, um, ive been thinking... Actually... I found something in an old book and...

Violet: Tate. Tell me what you have to tell me straight. My leg hurts and I really wanna see how it goes today so... Just tell it. I wont kill you or something.

Tate: okay. I found in a book a "recipe" that we can make and be normal again. Be alive. Be humans. If we make this successfully we could travel the world, have adventures, go on vacation and all that stuff. What do you say?

Violet: look, it sounds amazing. But, that would immediately make us... You know...

Tate: well, I know that we will die sometime but...

Violet: exactly, and what I am going to do if you die? What are you going to do when I die. Tate you have to understand this, after death we're not going to be together, here will be together forever. also, how am i supposed to leave my parents here. I love them.

tate: please violet, please.
Violet: i told ya, my leg hurts, i have to see it. let me think about it.

Tate:okay, make the right choice. Think about all the things that we can do.

Violet: and you think about the sadness that we'll have if some of us dies.

( Tate's idea is really deleastic but what about all the dangers of the world? No... No... I can't do that. I can't loose my parents for the "world". I can't see Tate dying in front of me, or me dying in front of Tate. I want him forever. Here we are safe. Here, even if its kinda scary, is our home. Here Tate grow up. I, I love this place. Well I didn't at the beginning but now its my home. I died here, I loved here. I can't.)