Love Is Bliss (Halsey & G-eazy)

"on the flip side love is bliss"

endometriosis

gerald pov:

I sighed as I looked at my phone for the 6th time. "Why isn't she answering any of my fucking texts?", I asked myself. I kept on trying to quench my thoughts with somehing a little more optimistic, but it wasn't working. She never left me hanging on my texts or calls. It just wasn't what Ash would do. Everyone I called and texted said she was fine, but was she really? I couldnt rest without knowing. I just felt like something was wrong. I would take my car and drive up to her house right this second if i could, but the problem was that I was all the way on the other side of the country. I was in New York for one of my last shows on my tour, and boy did I miss Ashley every single damn second.

"Come on G, let's go out there and make this a big fucking show", Nathan, one of my tour photographers and best friends said.

"Yeah man lets fucking do this shit", I said trying to sound enthusiastic.

He patted me on the back and led me out where everyone was waiting for me to get ready to perform.

"Good luck man", Nathan said.

I smiled and thanked him as I put my fake enthusiasm on and jumped on the stage.

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ashley pov:

I couldn't help but grimace as another wave of pain shook me as I laid on the living room couch with my 5 heating pads and fluffy blanket. I wanted to break down and cry knowing that this was never going to go away. That endometriosis was something that was going to be apart of me for a long long time. Payton and Paige had tried to take care of me, and took me to the hospital where I was told to just rest and relax.

"Hey Ash, maybe we should call G. He would want to know whats happening", Payton proposed.

"Yeah! He would want to", Paige added.

”Hell no"

"Why not?"

"I dont want him knowing Paige. Hed just freak out and overreact.

The reason why I didnt want to tell G was because I just didn't want him to worry about me. He was busy on his tour and he had more important things to worry about than taking care of his sick girlfriend.

My parents called too saying they were worried and they wanted to see me, but I told them the same thing I always did. I didn't need them worrying about me when I was going to be fine. Truth be told, it was what I hated most about my endo. The fact that it fucking scared the shit out of the people I loved most.

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gerald pov:

It was right after I finished my set that my phone rang. It was Payton, Ash's best friend.

"Hey! Whats up?"

"Hey G, just wanted to let you know- Fuck Ash is gonna kill me for this but-"

"But what?" I demanded as she paused.

"She's not doin so good because of her endo...", she forced out.