It's The Mirror

when you can't sleep at night

Austin's POV

Have you ever felt like the world stopped infornt of your eyes, and everything just stood there in silence. while you were the one feeling pain. To watch someone so important to you have to battle to take a breath.

It was like everything i fought for, all these months i tried so hard to be with her. i ruined it. People can say it wasn't my fault that she is like this. but it really is.

if i hadn't kissed that pshycopath maybe this wouldnt be happening. i could be asking her to marry me. i only been with her for a couple of months,but nothing would make me more happier then to spend the rest of my life with her. 

i watched as the doctors did as much as possible to bring her back

until they gave up..

time of death: 5:13 pm 

shock filled my body, in rage. in disappointment. i rushed over to her motionless body and cried. hovering over her. i cried. letting as many tears fall from my eyes. 

" princess dont leave me, dont do this to me. I can't afford this. baby no... dont. you cant. leave. not today. not tomorrow. not ever. i love you. baby... more than anyting.. dont. forever together remember.." 

it felt like i was crying for ages, when a nurse pulled me out the room. 

" im so sorry for your lose, we called her aunt and she asked us to have no one in the room until she arrived. agaiin im really sorry but we cant allow you in again" 

" are you fucken kidding me?! " i yelled

" this girl is the love of my life, she just died and you fucken bastards dont want me to spend a few minutes with her !"

" im sorry" 

" no, you can't stop me" " i wouldnt encourage you to do that sir. please go home, i know this isnt the best day for you, just go home and get some rest" 

" whose going to stop me? you. dont think so" i barged into the room. and saw her lifeless body.

i burst into tears. the once rosey cheeks were now pale. the color of her skin changed, her hair didnt have the glow that it once had. the girl i fell in love with, was now gone.

i didnt know what i shouldve felt. 

disappointed.. upset.. or furious

i loved this girl with all my heart more than anything. my life, my world. the love of my life... 

was dead...