AUTHORS NOTE:
I'm so sorry for not writing.. I started writing again and i was planning on publishing a chapter at least once a week but around 2 weeks ago I almost committed suicide. I wrote a suicide note and I was gonna overdose. My life hit rock bottom. But I didn't go through with it.
I've attempted suicide a few times before, but it didn't work. As soon as I saw all the pills in my hand it brought back all the bad memories and I couldn't do it.
I still have the note but i just can't bring myself to throw it away.. a part of me feels like i might need it soon but I don't want to keep it! My inner demons are in control.
My mental health has never been worse. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know how to fix myself. I pray every night not to wake up but at the same time I don't want to die. I don't know what to do and I just had to rant somewhere I'm sorry 😭😭😭😭
I'll publish a chapter soon i promise
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