The Blur

Lurching Plane of Emotions

"Ingrid will you please tell me about this Tanya" Liam seemed concerned about this

"It's nothing." I didn't make any eye contact with him and stirred my drink with the straw, watching the ice melt slowly.

"I suggest you tell this now." Liam stood up, angry this time.

Oh okay, um what the hell?

"Look, I don't know what the problem is, but I'm not ready to talk about that!" I snapped.

We stared at each other for about 2 minutes not saying anything

"Oy mate, your order is ready" the waiter started talking while I wanted to punch Liam in the face. I'll tell him when I'm ready.

The waiter placed the food on the table and I picked at my breakfast, losing my appetite just thinking about Tanya. And how I'm going to tell Liam

I pushed my plate towards him and just sipped on my iced coffee. I scrolled through my tumblr silently, following some of the fans and re blogging they're cute posts.

"Yeah, we're leaving now" Liam cleared his throat looking for his card, but I gave the waiter mine first.

"You're welcome" I forced a smile

"Thanks babe" he smiled. It was weird to be called babe after that. But I'll be heartbroken to be called Ingrid and see that it's close to an end of our relationship.

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"Okay so.. Tanya was, is, my sister. She died a couple years ago and it freaks me out hearing she called. It's all shocking news and a mystery to me, you know?" I explained putting a couple things in my suitcase.

"Wow.. Sorry I didn't even know you had a sister." Liam rubbed my back as I held back tears because I've cried too much and that can't ruin the trip.

"I've kept it a secret, it always hurt knowing she isn't with us anymore. But that phone call, I have no words. I'm scared inside and out" I tapped my nails against the wood surrounding the bed. Liam grabbed my hands to make them stop.

I expect to turn around and I'll give him a peck on the cheek, but instead he did that to me. It lightened the mood

"We leave tomorrow" I talked into the pillow

"Yup!" Liam slapped my bum and I laughed

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"We're taking a private jet this time" Liam said carrying my bag onto the plane

We sat down and I was asked if I wanted a glass of champagne, I declined it.

"Are you okay? You haven't talked all morning" Liam sipped on his wine

I shrugged my shoulders, I really didn't know what was wrong with me

"Shit happens" I mumbled picking at my pink nail polish

"Seriously do you want to break up because, you've been pretty weird the past few days.." Liam said

"B-break up? You've got to be kidding me! How would that even cross your mind?!" I yelled

"You're going to panic the pilot" he whispered

"I honestly. Don't. Give 4 fucks" I stated

"Dammit Ingrid! You know what?! We might call it off once we land" he spills his wine on the floor

"Oh-" I choked with the tears that were about to come. I stayed quiet and angrily typed away a storm of my thoughts

Liam knows nothing. This is just the start

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Hey guys, sorry I'm not promising anymore. I can't, but I'll try my best since I finish school tomorrow .

Hope everyone's good! Enjoy! :)