The Blur

Semi Breakup?

I've been tossing and turning all night. It's now 3am, I'm sitting here reading with my glasses and tiny night light to illuminate the pages. I'm so upset I'm just reading words and the book doesn't make sense to me anymore.

I turn off the light, remove my glasses and stare at the patterned ceiling. A tear rolls down my cheek, I get up and go downstairs quietly. I sit on the couch with my journal and write all about Liam and I

"Can't sleep?" A raspy voice speaks and the bottom of the steps

"No" I state blankly, he sits next to me on the couch. I want to cuddle in his arms but I decide against it

"Ingrid," he sighs "you can't stay mad at me forever. I do love you, and that's why I don't want to be away from you. Without you I'm nothing" he holds my hand as tear full his eyes and I'm honestly overwhelmed

"Liam I'm sorry I just.." I started

"No Ingrid please, I know this can work" he's now crying and so am I, I let go of his hand

"I'm very sorry.." I wipe my tears and run upstairs

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I woke up the next morning to any empty bed, empty everything. All of Liam's perfumes on my drawer, gone. His clothes? Gone. Liam? Gone.

I started to breathe quickly as I ran around the house and still no sign of Liam. Could he have gone back to boy's flat?

I brush my teeth and quickly grab a sweatshirt running to my car. I put on some Chapstick as I start driving a bit over speed limit to the flat. I get there and put my car in the garage.

I knock and there's Niall with a big smile

"Ingrid!" He pulls me in for a tight hug, I hug him tighter and I tear a bit

"What's wrong?" Niall worriedly asks

"Liam where is he? I've tried everything! I called he won't answer my texts, I didn't mean anything about last night I was just angry and sad. I don't know what to do Niall" at this point I look crazy just crying

"Well, he's upstairs.." Niall patted me on the back pointing at the stairs, I walked up the stairs to his room. He was just staring at his twitter, back faced to the door.

"What do you want Louis, you've bothered me all morning" he said not looking back. I cleared my throat and that's when he froze, you couldn't really tell what he was feeling

"You could've left a note. I have anxiety from calling and texting you. What I said last night, I don't know what I was thinking. I honestly think I can't make it through a day without you Liam" I bit my lip holding back the pool of tears in my eyes.

He stayed silent for a minute

"We both can't live without eachother.." He fiddled with his fingers and I slowly walked towards him as he was looking down

"I guess we'll have to learn" he looked at me with his red eyes filled with tears, my breath hitched as those words slipped out of this mouth

I over dramatically walked out his room and into the bathroom just down the hall.

"Ingrid?" Louis strong British accent caught me off guard

"Are you alright?" He asked, as I stared at him, I even forgot what life was as I stayed still with no words coming out

"Are you Liam still together or.." he kept staring and his appearance became blurry as my eyes filled with tears and I really can't speak.

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I literally didn't update all summer, I probably lost readers but oh well. It's on you if you wanted to know what's going to happen! Sorry sorry, but yeah that's that. And last chapter is the last one for sure, then a new story I've been handwriting for a couple weeks :)