falling snow | ☾ k.h & m.k ☽

• 02

[ HEECHUL'S POV ]

"Ya, we should visit Kyunghoon today. He's been sick for a week now," said Hodong while we're waiting in our waiting room. Janghoon and Su-geun are also here just because they are bored and got nothing to do.

"Hodong-ah, what the heck are you saying? We have a schedule after this! The PD will kill us if we don't go!" Su-geun said humorously.

"I don't care! I can take him down in just one blow!" Hodong joked, confident with his strength.

Everyone laughed, even the stylists, and the room became filled with light atmosphere. But it only lasted for about a minute. Every member can't hide their worries for Kyunghoon. I'm also worried and I want to visit him but my schedule is full and I don't have an extra time.

"Heechul, did the two of you fight?" Su-geun asked suddenly.

"Who? Kyunghoonie?" I said, confused with what Su-geun hyung said. He nodded in response.

"I can sense something wrong with the two of you! Your bromance is a little bit off last week, too. Did something happen?"

Now that I think of it, Su-geun hyung is right. Something is off with Kyunghoon. But there's something wrong with me, too. I feel like it's my fault why Kyunghoon is like that but I can't remember why or what I did. I feel like an important piece is missing. Did something happen that night?

"I think Janghoon is the only one who's free after this. You should go, hyung. There should be at least one person to visit Kyunghoonie," I said while fixing the microphone on my chest.

"Okay, I'll go. I'll just message you about Kyunghoon's condition."

Now my worries are rising even higher. I can't stop thinking about what really happened to Kyunghoon.

Ah, I don't think I will be able to properly film today.

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[ KYUNGHOON'S POV ]

"Kyunghoon-ah~~~"

"What is it, eomma?" I asked while I was lying on my bed and was covered with blankets.

"Someone's here for you~ It's Janghoonie! Janghoonie!"

I immediately got out of bed and went to our living room where I heard my mom's voice. Janghoon-hyung was already sitting on the couch and he was eating a dish that my mom prepared for him.

"Oh! Kyunghoon-ah! How are you feeling? Are you still sick?" Hyung asked after seeing me.

"Aigoo, you truly treat him like he's your son! I'm thankful, Janghoonie!"

I just chuckled at my mom's response.

"I'm okay, hyung! And by the way, can I talk to you?"

"What do you want to talk about?"

"Let's go to my room. I want to talk privately, hyung."

"Oh! Okay. Thank you for the food!" He said to my mom before going to my room.

I offered a small chair for him but he said he's okay sitting on my bed since the chair was a little bit too small. Instead, I'm the one who sat on it and I sat in front of him.

"What do you want to talk about?" He asked.

"Hyung . . . help me," I said with a low and lame voice. I can feel my face burning up again and my tears are starting to come out from my eyes. I was looking down and I can't keep my sentence long because I feel like my tears are going to fall any second now.

"Are you okay, Kyunghoon-ah?"

As soon as Janghoon-hyung said those words, my tears really started to fall. It was falling non-stop and I feel like my heart would burst. I couldn't stop it. It's too hard to stop the tears.

"Kyunghoon-ah, what happened?"

"Hyung . . . help me . . . It's t-too painful. It's too overwhelming . . . hyung . . . It's too h-hard."

There was a silence for a while. He gave me enough time to catch my breath and cry my heart out. But when he realized I'm not going to stop soon, he broke the silence and asked me.

"Is it because of Heechul-ah?"

My heart sunk. Just hearing his name is already so painful. There's no way I can film and see him face to face.

"You're in love with him, right? Are you scared? Are you scared of the thought that you might lose him at this rate?"

"I don't know what to do h-hyung. I thought I'm fine just being f-friends with him. I thought I would be able to take the pain as long as I can be close to him. But I feel like I'm falling deeper and deeper for him everyday. Now, I can't bear seeing him flirting with other girls. I love him too much, hyung! It's too p-painful! Please . . . help me . . . please . . . I'm begging you!"

"Kyunghoon-ah, I think you should confess to him."

"I . . . don't want to! I don't want to lose him."

"Confessing is the only way to release that burden off your chest. You won't lose him, don't be scared. I know Heechul is not that kind of person. And I'll support you. I'll always be here for you. Don't worry."

I just continued to cry until evening. Janghoon ate dinner on our house because he couldn't leave me while I was crying in my room. What he said keeps lingering on my mind. I couldn't sleep although my eyes feel so heavy. After several days of thinking about it, I finally landed on one decision.

I should confess.

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if this chapter seems a little bit boring, im sorry ㅠㅠㅠㅠ but im happy because i was able to show how the brothers care for each other ㅋㅋ i hope you like it and please support me until the end huhuhu ㅠㅠ will kyunghoon be successful in confessing to heechul?! let me know you thoughts and suggestions on the comment box so that i will know what i'll do next or what i'll change!
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