In Response

April 2018.

I've unfollowed you everywhere and yet you still follow me around. I shouldn't have brought you and the memories we created into this year but here you are. I predicted that we wouldn't meet up in December like we said we would and I was right. You forgot about me entirely. I went out of my way to make plans for us and instead you went out to lunch with some other girl and didn't even bother to call off our plans. Do you have any idea how much that hurt? And then you go onto your tumblr and post about how our paths will never cross again? Meanwhile I've been trying to pave a road for us in this dimension. You can make it as far as you want in life but if you're still a shitty person, it's all for nothing. If you can't even bother to be a decent person to someone that meant "so much" to you for years, you won't even make it all that far. I'm still trying to understand how you could stand someone up like that. I understand that we get busy and make other plans, but was it really so hard for you to text me? Or snap me? Or DM me? It wasn't right of you to give me false hope and then post on your snapchat a video of you and some other girl at lunch giggling. If that was your plan all along, you could've just said so and I would've understood. But no, instead I had to explain why it was just me and not two people. Instead, I got to wait in my car for 15 minutes alone and then make myself go in alone. Instead, I got to take myself out for lunch and sit there by myself too. No, I'm not over you. But I sure as fuck am moving on. I've taken down the picture on my desk of us and it's now at the bottom of some box in my house (because yes, I got a house). I've deleted your number off my phone (because yes, I got a new phone after I gave you mine) (and you're welcome for that phone that you couldn't even text me with to cancel our plans). I don't bring you up around colleagues anymore (because yes, I'm making it big with cirque and I bought a chapel with my mom and we're starting to make millions). But you don't get to be apart of my future anymore and you don't get to use me as an excuse to post or get sad or whatever you use me for. You no longer have me under your spell and I see you for what you're really worth. I wish you some luck for your future because if this is how you treat people, you're gonna need it.