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~19~

*Sadie's POV*

I'm absolutely shitting myself right now. I have no idea what that kiss meant and it doesn't look like she'll ever talk about it. I hate this.

"Sadie?" Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck what is she gonna say? On one side I want to talk to her about it, but on the other side, I'm TERRIFIED.

"Could you please pass me the sunscreen?" Oh. Why would I even think she would say something about it. Should I ask her? I'm way too awkward and nervous right now, I don't wanna ruin this awesome night like this. After I ask her it'll be okay.

I pass her the sunscreen bottle, which feels cold up against my already burning hot skin. I hate my skin. It's so vulnerable for heat and also super oily. Mills is so lucky, her skin is just perfect.

"Thanks," she says while looking at me with a warm smile. Does she really not care about what happened?

"Mills?" She's pouring the sunscreen on her hand while looking how it's slowly coming out of the bottle. Why is this really satisfying in some kinda way? She looks up, the sunscreen dripping through her fingers. "What is it, Sades?" She looks down again, rubbing the sunscreen over her arms and legs.

We're still sitting on the ground in her huge, how would I call it? Cabinet? It's totally made out of wood, reminding me of the wooden cabin in the show.

"I just... can we talk about it?" I see her breath pitching. Okay, she's not so easy about it either. That's one positive thing, so she doesn't think I'm overreacting.

She sighs, but not like she's annoyed, more like she regrets something. And she probably does. Of course it was all a big mistake, but I don't get why she would do that after I told her I liked her.

"Look Sadie, I... it's complicated. I really really like you, but I'm still trying to figure out in what sort of way. And of course, I have a boyfriend. Things have not been going well between us but my manager told us to stay together for a while, for the publicity. I absolutely hate it but there's nothing we can do about it for now,"

After she said that she looked at me expecting I would say something. But I have no idea what to say, I'm honestly kinda shocked. I didn't expect her to actually not really regret it, and I thought things between her and Jacob were going extremely well.

"Millie, it means... a lot to me to hear that from you. I totally support you and I'm also okay with it if we're best friends, just know that I genuinely care." Did I say that right? It sounded just fine, right? I hope so.

She smiles widely and embraces me in a warm -and with way too much skin involved because we're in our bikini's- hug. "Thanks, sades" she says in my ear, still holding me. I can't help but shiver. And just at that moment, all the other come outside.

"Wooow did we just interrupt a very intimate Sillie moment?" Wyatt shouts out loud and covers his eyes sarcastically. "Oh no not in front of my innocent eyes!" Noah says laughing. What a cutie. "Not on my Christian Minecraft server!" Finn says, sounding like he's dying. Such an actor. "Oh boii I think I need holy water," Chosen says to Caleb, who laughs in reaction to what Chosen said.

Millie starts laughing hysterically "Oh my god guys stop it!" Meanwhile she's let go of me, but her hand still lies gently on my shoulder.

While everybody is laughing I see Wyatt walking closer to Jaeden, who's standing right next to the huge pool, wearing Jack's tiny little swimming shorts. He's so gonna throw him in.

"Aaahhhh!!" Water is splashing around, even making my toes wet (a/n please dont). Wyatt laughing out loud. I knew it.

"What on earth was that scream Jaeden?!" I ask while trying to hold my laughter. His yell was so high pitched, a wine glass would've split into tiny little pieces.

"Wyatt!!!" Jaeden growls and pulls Wyatt by his leg, which made Wyatt loose his balance and of course, he fell in too, soon followed by everyone else.

Only Millie and I are still standing. Millie because she's looking through her phone, probably texting Jacob or something. Me because... because. Fuck. I'm totally staring at her. "Hey Sadie, why don't you take a picture, it'll last longer!" Finn shouts from the water, followed by extremely loud laughter from everyone else. Millie doesn't even seem to notice. She's only focused on the screen. I wish she'd just lay her phone down.

"Say hi guys!!" She suddenly says while holding her phone up, so everyone is on the camera. That's what she was doing, starting a live stream! "Hey!" I say to everyone who's watching.

There are already thousands of people watching and the comments are flowing in:

"Sillie!!! I love you two!"

"Omg!!! Jyatt is my otp"

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE NOTICE ME"

"Where's Jackass"

"FILLIE IS REAL"

"PIN FOR YOUR FANS"

"OHMYGOD FOAH"

"Millie is Jillie real?"

And so on and on and on. They only care about who is in love with who and whether they should ship them or not. I love the fans, but they should leave that shit up to us.

I can clearly see Millie is getting annoyed because of all those questions about her love life, and she's not the only one.

"Bye guys, we have to go!! We love you and thank all of you for supporting us, see ya!!" After blowing some kiss hands she ends the stream, saving it, so more people can see it.

"Wow, the fans were really into it today," she says sighing. Jaeden and Chosen immediately start humming that song by Camila Cabello they talked about in the groupchat earlier, receiving annoyed looks from Wyatt.

"Come on Sades, let's jump in!" Millie says excitedly, reaching out her hand, for me to grab it. I hope my hands are not too sweaty. I grab her hand carefully and she already started running to the pool.  "Wooooahh," we say together, almost jumping in on Caleb and Gaten.

Once we're in the water everyone is splashing in our faces and it's a war now. Water is coming from everywhere, and laughter is all around me.

After splashing around for some time, we're all kinda done with this childish, but still fun, game. Almost everyone is quiet, until Sophia says:

"Guys, some people here have some shit to clear up,"

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hi two chapters in one day I'm proud of myself. soo prepare for the next chapter because it's probs gonna be v boring