Short chapter
Jin's pov
I was lost.. I didn't knew who I was... I don't know what to do or say, I was scared. I wanted to break free from all of this.. I've been called fat by everyone and I went from eating Chicken Breast to nothing... I was numb when I slit my wrists. I remembered who I was and what happened. Namjoon was missing so was Y/N
We all searched as a group for them. Sana didn't want to because her legs were very sore. We all looked and no trace of them. I was scared and anxious. Jin-Soo was just a kid who didn't know if he was going to Foster care. Jin-Soo wanted his mummy and daddy.
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It was dull. Quiet. I was scared to death that I wouldn't be the same. I am scared to tell our fans that our beloved Namjoon is gone.. Y/N was gone.. I never spoke anymore. I was mute.. us BTS never got to open our comeback last week, everyone worried. We canceled the comeback and everyone was upset. Of course we relised the album but not ourselves.
The fans wanted to hear our voices. Live and well. So we did. We told our fans Namjoon was very sick and he couldn't perform. Of course lying would be better for us, at least that's what we thought. We were on Euphoria. The fans sang with Jungkook, he smiled happily and didn't fake it anymore. He used to fake it, and me? My muteness I still had but I lip sync the songs, like Fake Love, DNA, Dope etc..
It was now for my solo, "Do you want to sing??" The manager asked me and I nod. He smiled and gestured me to go up on stage. Awake is one of the songs I sang to break free. I wrote it while I was with Yoongi and I was studdering a lot. Yoongi doesn't speak to me because I never spoke to him. When I nodded to go up and sing, the boys looked at me, worried and anxious was written on their face, I looked at them and sighed.
I slowly sang my parts and everyone cheered. The only time I felt Awake was with Time. I never thought I would sing my high pitched voice and holding it, and I never thought I would be able to Love Myself as much as I love Army. Everyone yelled my name and I smiled as I broke down in Tears. Jungkook started the concert, and I ended the concert.
Moments later, I saw Y/N, her/his hair was a mess. Dirty clothes and shoes ripped. We ran to her/him and she/he was in tears, "Y/N!! What happened??? Are you okay??" Hoseok said to her/him, she/he laughed and fainted. Hoseok catched her/him and had a high fever. I went to get a cold towel and as Hoseok layed her down and i placed the cold towel on her/him. Namjoon went up to her/him and held her/his hand. He wasnt speaking or anything, he was just scared. Jin-soo, was with Namjoon's parents as we were on tour. Sana was at home, she stepped out of Twice for her pregnancy and all of our fans knew and they were happy but some were not.
Its been three days since the day i sang, overall i didn't speak. I spoke when I was obligated to, but i never spoke to anyone and the members got worried, "Hyung, please talk to us! We need answers on why you are like this!" Taehyung said, "Whatever, you just don't trust us that's why." as he got up, i grabbed his hand. A tear fell , "I will tell you" I said and he sat back down, "I just miss Yoongi.." I said and he was shocked, "But you have Sa-", "I know i do" I said cutting him off, he stayed quiet, "I know something that Sana told me.." Taehyung said I looked at him, "You aren't the father. It's.." he said and i shook my head, "Don't lie to me!" I said and he calmed me down, and I didn't cry or was sad, I just thought it would be like that, "who is the father?" I say.
After the day I broke up with Sana and saw an article from Soompi
New article! BTS' Jin breaks up with Twice's Sana because she lied about him being the father!
I sighed and I put my phone down, I walked out and saw Yoongi there and looked at me, "Jin wait!" he says but i shut the door, he opens it and looks at me, "Why would you do this to me?" I say and he looks down as i slap him. I'm so sick of this Fake Love.
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