Maybe In The Light

the first journey

  It was early, nothing was alive but olivias mind. Her eyes widened without the an inch of the feeling of life in her body. She was looking at her wall but could see a kichen counter and a knife in a hand that did not belong to her , all of the sudden everthing went black and she was just staring at her wall , she heard the crys of a girl behind her as she slowley rolled over she saw the spirit of a short girl with long hair sobing with the knife that she had seen in her mind.
   "Help i need help and your the only one who knows." She choked every word coming slower and more slurred than the last.
    " what im only 14 i dont even know how to do my own homework let alone a spirit thay i dont even really k know is real."
     "Please i dont know what to do"
     "Okay ill try"
     And once i agreed i wasnt able to sleep for weeks. Id leave for days and it would feel like only moments helping each person after seeing there lives being taken from them by there own will , no time to go back and say bye. With the pain over whelming them and having no mind other than leaving. I just wanted it all to stop but it wouldnt. People always wanted to go back and wish they never did it but that wouldnt change anyhthing bc if we could choose i would be a normal 14 year old but we cant choose. I started to get annoyed and didnt know what to do. Untill one vision i had was of our bathroom and a rope. The person had my older sisters shoes on and my moms robe i couldnt watch but even if i didnt want to i had no choice. I roll over to see mary my older sister stanging there holding hands with my mom who had passed two years earlier. My wasnt crying but was laughing.
     "Im all good little sis i got mom to guide me, i love you but i couldnt do it"
     I started to cry , the next tgibg i new i was waking up in the hospital with my dad explaining my life to me.