LAY POV
Suho has been avoiding me again. I'm honestly not sure what I did wrong. I didn't do anything wrong. I suddenly thought of how Suho moaned my name while I was giving him a hand job.
Okay, maybe I did do something?
I was just finishing what he started! He was just to beautiful when he was so close to me.
It doesn't matter in the end. It might have been the last time and chance I would be able to be that close to him. I might even actually get fired this time.
I would never forget him though.
"Lay, Suho is calling you to come into his office," Tao interrupted my thoughts while I was cleanning the club's tables.
"What does he want," I asked.
"He says that he needs to talk to you. He says he's not gonna fire you so you don't have to worry about that."
I looked up and saw the club's tough Tao show a worriesome face.
"Okay, I'll go alone though."
"As you wish."
I walked over to Suho's door and twisted the door knob. I slowly pulled the door without making a sound. Suho was right there sitting at his usual desk, but hadn't notice me walk in yet.
He kept playing with a pencil for some reason. He tried to balance it on his nose, but he just kept failing.
Then he tried to balance it on his head, but he had failed once again. The pencil just kept on failing. The pencil managed to fall on the floor in one of his attempts.
I'm guessing he didn't want to pick it up, so he just started to spin around in his chair. He kept letting out light chuckles.
Then he almost fell when he was spinning too fast, which took me everything I had not to laugh, and it was adorable.
It was so cute seeing him acting like a child. I'm usually the clumsy one, so this is a nice change. I want to see every side of Suho.
Suho suddenly stopped spinning and made direct eye contact with me. We both blushed at the action, but couldn't look away from each other.
Suho let out a light cough and said, "Sit down, Lay."
I sat down trying the hardest I could not to trip. My legs felt like they would give out any second.
I managed to quickly get to my seat and sit down. I looked up to Suho and quickly decided to look back down. Suho's eyes make me weak, but I'm gonna miss seeing them everyday. Might as well say my last farewell to them.
I reminded myself that something else might have happened. It's normal to come in his office just for a talk. What happened at the club shouldn't be a big deal at all.
It even looked like he was enjoying itm i could swear that I heard him moaning. I think we could've gone all the way if Chanyeol and Baekhyun never walked in. I wouldn't reject to that happenning.
"Lay."
My thoughts suddenly got interrupted by Suho, who continued to look at me, while I had my head down.
I was embarrased for having these thoughts. I just can't help myself. Suho is the only person, who can make me feel this way, and make my heart beat wildly.
"Hmmmm," I responded back to him.
"Can we talk about what happened?" he asked in a nervous tone.
"What is there to talk about?" I told him while tapping on my leg from the anxiety.
"I'm sorry."
I lost it when I heard those two words. Those were the words that I least wanted to hear come out of his mouth. I swiftly stood up and looked down directly at him.
"I already know what you're going to say! It's always the same thing! You're straight! I know, but never play with my feelings and just say sorry!"
I was out of breath, but I managed to say all the words I wanted to say. I never usually lash out at people, but I felt like I had to release all my feeling once and for all. My chest continued to rise and fall.
Suho looked up to me in awe. He had his mouth open, as if he wanted to say something else. He eyes went round, as if he was actually scared of me for a second.
I calmed myself down by breathing in and out and closing my eyes. I relaxed my whole body and managed to sit back down. I didn't want Suho to be scared. I never meant to raise my voice like that.
I finally managed to make eye contact with Suho and I waited for him to say something else.
"I'm sorry for playing with your feelings-"
"Stop right there. I don't want to hear anymore. You're just gonna tell me that we're just good friends and to forget everything that happened."
I stood up and walked to the door. I was about to open the door when I felt a hand grasp mine. I looked back and saw a worried looking Suho. I looked down to my hand and saw him holding on to it.
His hand felt nice wrapped around mine. They felt so soft and delicate. I wanted them to hold onto me forever, but it will probably never happen.
My eyes traveled back to his face and I froze. We both just stared at each other, for what we seemed like was forever.
Suho opened up his mouth and said with his teary eyes, "I wasn't gonna say that."
I slightly tilted my head and said, "What were you gonna say then?"
He started leaning in, but soon backed away a bit.
"I was gonna say that imihafeefoyoto"
"What?"
"I said that I might havfeefoyoto."
"Suho, just please tell me. I can take it."
He let out a long exhale and directly looked into my eyes while saying, "I might have feelings for you too."
"What do you mean that you might?"
"I still have to figure things out. I don't want to drag you along while I find out things for myself. I feel like it would be unfair."
I couldn't control my emotions and a wide smile spread across my face. That seemed to make Suho smile too.
I pulled him in for an embrace and circled my arm along his waist. I pressed our whole bodies together, so that no space was between us.
I placed my hand under his chin and slightly pushed his head up, "It will be hard to wait, but I respect your decision. I just really like you, Suho."
His eyes averted from me from the embarrasment and he turned a pale pink. I slowly leaned in and gave him a peck on the cheek. I wanted to do more, but I would hold myself back for now. I promised that I would let him figure out things for himself.
I let him go and was about to try to leave again, but he grabbed my hand once again.
I gave him a questioning look and he said, "I need to tell you one more thing."
"What is it?"
"I'm gonna give you a new job."
"So, you are firing me?"
"No! I'm just gonna make you work as a dancer from now on here."
"A dancer? Why?"
"I mean you-you're dance-you dance very well!"
I gave him a wide smile and said, "I'm glad you noticed. I would be honored to work as a dancer here."
I winked at him and he turned a darker shade of pink. He finally let go and I walked out. I came out smiling like a goof ball and humming to my hearts content.
I'll wait for you, Suho...
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MORE AND MORE DRAMA JUST KEEPS APPEARING. WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT WITH SUHO AND LAY?
