Falling Slow / Oh Sehun

Problem

Today is the worst day of my life.
He's facing a big problem because of me.
This is what I'm talking about, one day I'm going to drag him to misery.
Fans is pouring their anger and frustration towards Sehun for dating a girl like me.
Hate comments about me is fine but to Sehun;he doesn't deserve it.
Should I go instead? I'm just a nobody just like what they say.
Sehun deserve someone better and that's not me.

He came home tired and I pretend that I'm sleeping but in reality.
I hear his sighs as he talked to someone on the phone.
Did he regret asking me to be with him?
Is he tired of all the drama? Did he came up to his senses and realized those people were right?

My heart torn at the thought of that but he loves me right?
He said he won't let me go.
Am I selfish for keeping him?
"Let's talk about it tomorrow, I'm tired."
He then lay in bed without giving me his goodnight's kiss.
Is he really tired? I guess this is the part where I should let him go.
I should have done it a long time ago.

                                   -TheGirlHeLove