Dear Diary

~5~

Maya's POV

It's dark. What time is it? I reach over my bedside table and flip the switch to turn on my lamp. When it turns on I look to my right and theres someone in my bed with me, Luke!! I quickly grab my phone.

11:51

Shit. My dad will kill me if he knows Luke is in my room. I start shaking Luke to wake him up.

"What the fuck? Maya what time is it?!" he yells, sitting up as fast as he can while rubbing his eyes.

"Shush not so loud. Its almost midnight. And my dad will kill you if he knows you're up here." I whisper.

"Shit my parents are actually going to beat the fuck out of me." He says, jumping out of bed and grabbing his stuff, "Can I go out your window?"

"well were kind of on the second story. Are you sure you don't want me to sneak you downstairs?" I whisper, also getting out of bed.

"Beautiful, ive jumped out of a second story window before. I got this." He says, putting his hands on my hips and pulling me closer. Gosh he's so damn attractive. The way he plays with his lip ring and doesn't notice, the way he smiles, just everything is so perfect. But before I knew it, he let go and walked to my window.

"Wait Luke!" I say, about to take his hoodie off.

"Keep it." He says with a wink. Before I could get another word out, hes already jumping out my window.

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Luke's POV

I jump out of Maya's window. My mom is literally going to kill me. I get into my car and start it. I must get out of here before her dad sees me. I drive off as fast as I can. I promised mom that I wouldn't do what I used to do. And I'm so thankful that Maya didn't know me then. I was a complete fuckboy. Correction, I never really changed. I just don't go around sleeping with girls anymore. But they seem to follow me around the school like a God, just like my old school. I don't believe in love. I think its complete bullshit and that everything like that is fake. I just have sex with a girl and move on to the next. That's just how I am. I don't settle down to one girl and people at my old school knew that. I'm a flirt and that's how I'm always going to be. I pull into my driveway and the living room light is still on. Well shit I screwed. I get out of my car and walk to the front door. I twist the door handle and guess what, still unlocked. I walk in and there is my mom sitting there on the couch watching tv.

"Hi Mom." I say, walking over to the couch.

"Where were you Luke?" she whispers disappointingly.

"I wasn't doing anything bad I promise. I was taking care of a fr-" I try to say but she cuts me off.

"You weren't doing anything bad huh?! You ditched school! You promised you wouldn't do this here! That's why we moved! So we could get a fresh start!" she yells at me.

"someone pushed my friend Maya down today and she was hurt so I took her home and took care of her and I accidently went to sleep!! I didn't mean to make you this angry mom but she needed me!" I yell back as Im stomping to my room. she just doesn't understand.

"Then you should of took her to the nurse! Or at least texted me!" She yells. I scoff and slam my door. lean up against my door and just start crying. Life has sucked since my dad died of cancer 3 years ago. I've tried killing myself 2 times in the last year but I obviously wasn't successful. I can't handle living like this anymore. When my dad died was when I started going around sleeping with every girl that wanted me.

Then I heard a little delicate knock at the bottom of my door. I open there and there is my baby sister. Only 7.

"Bubba, are you okay? I heard you and mommy fighting. I don't like it when yall fight." She says, standing outside my door.

"I'll be okay Sophia. Let's get you back to bed okay?" I say, walking out of my room.

"I can't go back to sleep. I had a nightmare." She says, starting to cry.

I bend down so I can be on her level, "want to come sleep in my bed with me so you'll feel safe?" I ask, moving her beautiful blonde hair out of her face. She nods and I pick her up. I walk over and tuck her in to the left side of my bed. I crawl in on the left side.

"Goodnight Bubba, I love you too." She whispers.

"Goodnight Sophia. I love you too." I whisper back.