Cold || Min Yoongi ||

28| Closing doors

April 15. 2018
3 days before Yoongi and Micha break up.

Or maybe not :)

Micha's POV
I heard the doorbell rang and Yoongi was outside.

But he was looking sad.

"Yoongi..." I smiled.

"Micha.."

"Yoongi, I love you so much..." I softly mumbled.

"Micha, I love you too...but..."

"But?"

"I think you're chea-cheating on me with...Jin...hyung."

"Yoongi?! What the hell?!"

"I would never!"

"Micha...you were out with Seokjin in a café in the morning and I even heard you and Kyung Mi talking."

"Y-yoongi..."

"Micha...And plus you've been distancing yourself from me."

"Because...because..."

Say it Micha.

Say it.

"Because of homework."

Great.

I just ruined my chance to tell him.

"But...even if you are cheating on me...I can't let go of you...its like I'm addicted to you."

"Y-yoongi...stop." I tried holding back my tears.

"But its true Micha..."

"Yoongi, I'm also addicted to you. I'll only love you."

"How do I know that you're not lying?" Yoongi looked at me suspiciously.

"Yoongi..."

"You know what, Yoongi? Cancel today. I think you can go home now. On second thought this thing I wanted to talk about can wait."

"Whatever. Bye." With that he left.
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I can't let go of you...its like I'm addicted to you.

Yoongi's words kept ringing in my head.

I'm addicted to you...

I can't let go of you...

Appa sent you a message:
We're coming next week be prepared honey :)

"Fucking hell..." I silently cursed.
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"Hey..." I heard someone softly greet me from behind.

"Don't talk to m- Jin?" I turned around.

"Yoongi is mad. He's been sleeping in the studio and I'm worried about him."

"Why?"

"Sigh...he's probably still mad at me Cha..."

"About me 'cheating' with you huh?"

"Yes.."

Then Yoongi walked past us and glared at both of us.

"Okay. I see what you mean."

"Oh...Seokjin. Micha. I need to talk to you."

"Kyung Mi..."

"Mhm."

"I'll see you in class Jin."

"Okay, bye Cha."
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With Kyung Mi. . .

"Two more days."

"I know!"

"Good luck." She smirked at me.

Micha: i think its time for us to talk now :)
Sent ✔️✔️

Yoongi is typing. . .

Yoongi: rooftop lunch time

Micha: okay

Will I do the right thing?

Yes I am.
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"Micha..."

"Y-yoongi."

"Whats the thing you wanted to talk to me about?" He asked coldly.

"Yoongi, lets end our relationship here. I'm not good enough for-"

He interrupted me with a kiss.

"Y-yoongi. Stop." I gently pushed him away.

"Why? Why Micha? Jin?"

"What?! No! I don't deserve you."

"But Mi-" he stopped midway.

"You're right. You don't deserve me." Yoongi looked at me coldly.

I was staring at him in disbelief.

But then...

His eyes soften up.

"You deserve someone so much better Micha."

"I...Yoongi, you're too good for me."

"Micha, if its because of Jin you're breaking up with me for him I completely understand he's more good looking, tall, funny, perfect boyfriend mater-"

"Yoongi! Stop. You're everything you just said but I don't think our stars are aligned in this lifetime."

"B-but.." his eyes started tearing up a little.

"Yoongi." I cupped his face.

"I'm breaking up with you for your own good."

"Micha, breaking up with me will crush me. I don't wanna lose you, you're a miracle."

"My miracle."

"I'm so...so sorry Yoongi." I kissed his lips for the last time and walked to the stairs.

"Going through this door will change your life forever Yoongi."

"Closing this door will close everything."

"Closing the door will end all the drama. All the hate."

"All the lies."

"All the sadness."

"Right after I pass this, I will not know who is Min Yoongi or even Bangtan Sonyeondan. I'll only know you as a celebrity. Not as my friends."

"I understand, Micha."

"But even tho you'll forget about me, I'll never forget you."

"I'll never forget you, Yoongi."

"You're my everything."

I smiled to him for the last time sadly. Tears in my eyes and left Yoongi.

As a crying mess...

This is why I'm not good enough for Yoongi.

I'm weak.

Selfish.

I always hurt everyone's feelings.

Whether its mine...

Or someone else.
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And thats the end of-

Wait nvm theres a few more chaps.

But i tried writing a sad chapter i suck kill me now 🙃🙂🔫

Fml but like i hope you enjoyed :)

Tata

~kez out