darkness behind the rose .. "on hold"

chapter one ..

 My heart shiverred I felt like a part of me was being torn away , as I walked into the room with the faint light I could barely stand my feet almost collapsed as I was staring at his pale face , eyes empty staring at everything yet seemed to be looking at nothing …..

Wake up rosetta guess who's turning 16 today I glanced up as looking at my sisters optimism certainly was appealing yet provoking .. my name was rosetta i live in a country far burried in the mountains i doubt any one knows about it .. and its called blue mountain since it's surrounded one side by mountains and the other by sea and its seperated intirely from the main land ..a cheerful place ha , I had 4 sisters all known to be the most beautiful in all of the country I for my self had no such luck as my sisters , I have had a birth mark over the right side of my face that just made me well noticed anywhere I go but not in a good way it looked more like a rose a black one that is it surrounded my eyes and almost at tip of my nose yet known for my pale features really white skin,red hair and blue eyes the birthmark just contradicted with all my features I was the youngest of my sisters .. I always felt that the scar was more ascar at heart than my appearance though.. because my mother passed away giving birth to me so i often heard whispers about me calling me the poisenous rose as it did hurt me I also didn't completely deny it.. there was a rose at the top of the hill in our village a black one similar to the one on my face ..weird ..you think..also known to be that who ever touched it died within a week  and since the  maid that helped my mother in labor also died while holding me a week later and some other non worthy of mentioning accedints I knew that name was going to stay with me for a while but not that long …….

What certainly didn’t appeal to me today was that I was going to meet mrs. oddette jave the lady responsible for all the happy marriages in our town and she knew of my scar .. when any girl in town is born she seeks a groom for her at once and help in tying them together when the girl reaches 16 ; lucky me , she helped all of my sisters as if they needed any help .. sylvia is happily married now and also ann .. or so it seems anyway regardless of the everyday fights with their husbands .. mary on the other hand does not believe in arranged marriages she's correct some people would think just not the people who live around her ….. Samantha is also engaged to be married soon .. so obviously it's my turn , "rose roseee get ready , mrs.oddette is on her way here don’t want her to have a bad impression about you before she even met you " samantha said while shaking me   "well maybe I want her to not like me" I told my sister and then looked at the window as if there's actually something to look at "who filled your head with this kind of ideas .. I know it..its mary isnt it .. I knew we shouldn’t have left you alone with her , I just knew it . I swear if she ruins this for you I'll just kill her I swear " samantha said pacing back and for in the room and putting her hand on her head "no one poisened my ideas it's my own am I not allowed to have my own thoughts" My sister looked as if she had seen a ghost she stared at me with her wide eyes "well in your case rose , no and also someone in your position shouldn’t be allowed to have an opinion at all in this matter you should be thankfull that we found someone who would even accept you !"