darkness behind the rose .. "on hold"

chapter two..

                                                                                     ..chapter two                                                                        I FROZE…… "you should be thankfull that we found someone who would even accept you"

My tears broke I began shaking and replayed this sentence in my head over 100 times "you should be thankful that we found someone who would even accept you"…….. am i really that disgusting , that ugly , that awful to look at … that I should be thankful to even find someone who might accept me .. not LOVE but just accept me . why me ? and then samantha began talking again with regret all over her face "rose you know what I mean .. it's just that…" and I just could no longer stand the sight of her face and ran out of the room as fast as I can .. "rose wait …." Samantha said .. I ran out of the room not knowing where my legs were taking me .. but the only thing I did know that I could not leave the mansion because I know that people will talk .. but what was I suppost to do ..

so I went into the village .. while walking in the street with my hair covering half my face people started noticing me and the WHISPERING began    "isnt that poisenous ro.." a young man said "shhhhshshsh" the lady told him "we are not supposed to talk about that" …. I began crying again but this time I felt surges of pain pulsing through my head it felt like my eyes were on fire specially my right eye , all I could do was scream and scratch my face like I was tearing it apart ….

I screamed at the top of my lungs but no one would help me no one would even get near me they kept pointing at me like I was some freak of nature but they all seemed to neglect the fact that I am crying for help that I am in pain I fell to my knees screaming yet no one seemed to care at all ….. "out of my way .. out of my way .. let me pass" He held me and wiped the blood from my face and as if there was no pain at all to begin with … he looked straight in my eyes and yet he wasn’t horrified by the sight of me he didn’t even look away for a second or seem the slightest bit disgusted… WHO WAS HE . & why wasn’t he even slightly afraid !!!!...