A New Life Jensen Ackles x Reader

Pickup Day

Waking up before Jazz was surprising but she really didn't want to go to her fathers so she is trying everything not to go. You packed her bags last night before she went to bed.

Gently rubbing her arm, "hey sweetie it's time to get up." You spoke soft and quiet. She rolled over looking at you with sleep still in her eyes, her hair was a mess and sticking out in different ways. "We have to get you ready for dads" you smiled even though she was giving you a very dirty look. "I don't want to, I want to stay here and play with JJ." She pouted until she realized she had no choice.

You got her up, brushed her hair and put two braids in her long hair. You put her in black leggings and a baby blue tank top that had a kitten on it, her favourite shirt. Before leaving her room you watched her grab and small kitten stuffed animal and hugged it while she carried it downstairs.

"Where did you get that? I've never seen it before." You asked setting her breakfast in front of her at the table. "JJ's dad gave it to me, he said it will keep me safe and happy while I'm gone." She sat it on the chair beside her while she ate. You smiled thinking of Jensen. "What it's name? Or have you given it a name yet?" You asked sitting down with your coffee. "Mittens! Her name is Captain mittens." You laughed with her and took her plate when she was done.

You looked over at the clock and read 8:45 am, you sighed not wanting her to go. "It's time to get ready love." You walked over to the door and passed her, her shoes to put on.

There was a knock at the door. You took a deep breath and opened the door. Chad stood taller, towering over you. His messy brown hair still bothered you, he had dark brown eyes almost black in some light. He was a bigger man. "Good morning Chad." You faked a smile. "Morning, are you ready Jazz." He said, his deep voice booming a-crossed your house. All she did was nod and hugged your leg.

"She has been shy lately, I think us moving did it." You tried making small talk but it didn't work. He grabbed her hand and walked out the driveway to his car. "Be good for Daddy!" You yelled out the door then watched them leave. You closed the door and leaned against the door bursting in tears. Realizing he still had that hold on you from before.

**flashback**

You were walking up the stairs from a long night at work when you heard Chad your husband walking around the bedroom. You stopped on the stairs listening.

You have been married for 3 years and everything was perfect for you two until recently. He was getting angrier faster. A couple a day ago he got mad because you were at work 15 minutes later then you thought you would be and that was the first time he hit you. He slapped you across the face splitting your lip.

You took a deep breath calming yourself to what you were walking into. "What is this!" He yelled as you walked into the bedroom. He was holding up a pregnancy test that was positive. You froze "I...I" You shuddered trying to find words. "You What? Are we going to tell me? I don't believe you." He spat, his eyes looked almost black with anger.

"Y/N we can't have a fucking kid are you stupid. We are getting rid of this thing tomorrow!" He yelled again scaring you. "No." That's all you said, he turned slowly. "What did you say to me?"

"I said no. I am keeping this child no matter what you want." You spat back at him finally standing up to him. He just shook his head and walked closer and started hitting you. Over and over again, you closed your eyes waiting till it was over. "If it survives through this then fine. It can stay." He yelled kicking you in the stomach. You groaned in pain looking down at your bruised body. After 30 minutes of beating you, he walked away for you to clean up.

**end of flashback**

You sat by the door hyperventilating because of that memory. That was why you left because you were scared he was going to hit Jasmine. You never told anyone even your lawyers. You took a deep breath and started your day.

You went out to get groceries for the house and some other things. Bringing a basket you started throwing in little things you needed plus a bottle of red wine for tonight. You turned the corner not looking a ran right into someone, you fell on your butt with a thud. "Ouch... I'm so sorry, I wasn't watching where I was going." You apologized quickly looking up at the brick wall you ran into.

"Y/N, is that you?" Jensen said looking down at you. "Are you okay?" He almost panicked as he helped you with your things. "Yeah, I'm fine just in my own world I guess." You laughed forgetting all about this morning. "I see Jazz has left, did she like the kitten I gave her." You smiled at him and nodded " she named it captain mittens." You giggled. "That's a perfect name." He laughed moving closer.

"Well JJ and the twins went to Jared's house for the night, do you want to stop by? I can make dinner and we could watch a movie. Have some wine and popcorn?" He asks shyly. "I'd love to, what time?"

"How does 8 should?" You smiled and nodded. After walking around with Jensen for a little bit longer you decided you show go pay and head home. Waving bye you got into your car and drove off. You could feel the butterflies in your stomach explode in excitement. Never ya e you felt this way before.

You got home and put away the groceries you got and looked over at the clock. 12:00. You decided to have a small nap before getting ready. Climbing up the stairs you looked into jazz's room and smiled. Laying down on your soft sheets you quickly fell asleep having sweet dreams for the first time in a while.

You alarm woke you groaning, you rolled over, looking that it was 6:00 time to get up. You stretched and stood up. You hoped in the shower then got out after 20 minutes. You didn't some light makeup and put loose curls in your hair. Walking into the bedroom you looked in your closet for something to wear. After 30minutes of Looking you decided on a pair of black skinny jeans and a light purple tank top that was some What tight fitting with ruffles around the middle.

You smiled at your appearance in the mirror and decided on your beige high heel boots that went to your knees. Looking at your clock once more 7:30. You smiled and sprayed (you favourite perfume) and grabbed your purse. Locking the door, you headed to the car. Your stomach was in knots, this was the first date you have been on for 6 years and you didn't want to screw it up.