Chapter Thirteen

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Dear Diary,

I don't know what to say...dunno what to think.

Went to school in a daze too and I've been biting my bottom lip till it's now sore and swollen.

Xxxx and Lee were talking all night.

Saw it right there on my feed. The long thread of discussions.

Oh gwad.

He's my new friend and I don't want to be jealous but I can't help it. All this time I've been reading his books over and over again, I never thought to comment.

Okay. That's a lie.

I wanted to so bad but everything I typed seemed so awkward.

Shitz.

They were talking about the characters and then somehow moved on to their favourite series. I got to learn way more about Xxxx than I'd ever have dreamed of. He's really a unique person. He even likes to cuddle!

Today when I saw Lionel in school, I looked away first. I really don't want to be jealous but I can't help but wish I was the one in his shoes right now...or maybe just his profile.

Tonight, I'm skipping my drugs and when he comes on, I'll follow him.

xxxx

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