Compilation of My Spoken Poetry

SP#2

"Illusion"

Almost one year past,
And until now I can forget on the first day..
The first day when I called you 'mine'
The first day when I feel the different happiness inside.

It was July 15, 2016.
Do you remember this day?
Or the memories were fade away?
I still can't forget the feeling,
Everyday crying inside and longing.
Just like what the song says,
"I was dying inside.."

Physically happy and okay,
But emotionally tired and broken.
I expected that you will fight for me,
But how could it happen that you agree to me like nothing.
I can only see the cold personality that you're keeping.
Its just like you're not hurting.

In 12 months of moving,
I proved that you're the one that I still loving.
Nothing 'gonna stop me,
No one can attract me.

Coz it's only you and you.
For me all I want is you.
Corny but it's true.

I'm fool.
F.O.O.L
Fall out of love.
Cause I'm one of those victim in this so called LOVE.

Babe,
I'm still waiting for you by the way,
Just call my name and I'll fight for my way.
I regret all of my wrong decision,
I said the wrong word without hesitation.
Then our love had all the complication,
I hope that there's real reincarnation,
And I tell you that your love is my real ambition.

But I think it's too late,
Coz I saw you happy with somebody and I start to hate.
To hate myself for letting you go
But I can see that she can love you more
I hope that she loves you more than I did.
Be happy to her and please don't cheat.

I'm hurting and still hurting,
But.. It's my choice and no one asking.
I choose to walk away and forget the feeling,
The real me is now revealing.
I can be happy and ready to move on,
And imagine that..
Your just an illusion in this world full of my imagination..