Compilation of My Spoken Poetry

SP#7

" friENDship "

Way back year two thousand and thirteen,
I met a kid who loves bullying
I'm just a tranferee that time but you used to tease me,
You're annoying so please don't me!

I chose not to note you,
Coz' I don't want this quarrel to be longer too.
I wanted you to be a friend of mine,
But maybe you didn't want to try.

Four years passed and now it's two thousand and seventeen,
We're not young anymore,
But still you're not changing.
You're still the bully guy who's not tired of teasing me,
But hopefully it is still you who I liked lately.

You're always appearing in my dreams,
Making my night complete in just a 'bling'.
But my sweet dreams turned into nightmare,
When you already knew that I fall for you deeper,
I need to hide it just to still keep you closer,
But how come that now you are farther.

Everytime you walk out
I think that WE can't,
We can't go back to the past when we were still friends.
I hope that you miss me even just a little,
I can't tolerate it;
I think I'm afraid,
Coz' everytime I reminisce our happy moment,
My tears drop fast and I cannot stop it!

Missing the two of us who always like teasing,
But this time we're not even talking.
I can't fake it!
My mask is peeling,
The real me is now revealing.
The cry baby that you used to know,
Hiding the pain that I cannot show,
Faking smile when you're around,
Biting her lips just to stop the tears might fall down.

Maybe our moments when we're together is now a history,
A story of a women who loved his friend deeply.
It will be a beautiful memory to me,
You are still my best buddy...

Even though our friendship was end quickly. 💔