self pain

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At first it like whisper someone suggested in you ear

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It be comes louder more constant like some keep poking you with a stick until you release 

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It  tells you that you deserve it its not like anyone would care so you listen

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Its voice becomes a demand like a vise grip around your throat you start to obey its every demand

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You start to realise that you have as many scars as your hearts  has been broken
Someone will tell you to stop don't listen to the noise

Hesitates
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Its voice gets angry how dare you try to refuse it  as you body is no longer yours your body becomes a vessel you use to survive the pain

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You watch as you blood falls to the floor
'Stop'
A silent voice inside you head screams loudly but its to late

No more cutting
You are finally at peace



Cheshire: don't listen to the noise

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