Im sorry

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                      I'm sorry I am Me
Im sorry that I'm not the person you wanted me to be.

I'M sorry that I like girls but that is something i can never change. It hurt so much when you told me that i was disgusting

I'm sorry that i cut lines into my skin even when i told you i would stop but there the only thing that makes me feel again. I guessing you stoped caring or you never cared enough to notice the scars.

I'm sorry that no one  can hug me with out fear running threw me. You see the past is still lingering even I though I try to for get. Only now I can only remember the pain.

I'm sorry but I no longer believe in the myth of your god. For the nights I've stayed up praying for it so save me from this hell but it never came.

I'm sorry but I can't be your perfect girl anymore for its getting hard and hard for me to smile threw the pain. They say depression and pain can be hereditary i guess i got it from you

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