ill be fine, really. ; brallon

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song - worlds collide
band - louden swain

i find it funny how im always the one waking up before brendon. never, ever, in my time of knowing him has he ever woken up before me. sometimes its a blessing, sometimes its not that great. i does let me get to think of the day ahead of me, but this day. i want to make brendon as happy as he can.

for the past couple of weeks, he hasnt been the greatest of moods. hes been getting these bad nightmares every night that causes him to be aware of his surroundings and a bit more paranoid than he already is. hes also been thinking very down of himself as well. all of this thrown at him causes his day to not be the best.

i look over at brendon who is currently holding onto me for the life of him. he had another nightmare, the one he hates. the one where i end up leaving him for different reasons. i hate seeing him freak out over something that wont happen, at least not anytime soon. he just clings onto me all night long as he cries until he passes out. i always keep myself awake until i officially know hes well and asleep.

i carefully slide out of bed, making sure brendon doesnt wake up. i walk into the kitchen, making brendon some breakfast. this morning, its bacon and pancakes. thank god i bought pancake mix and ingredients the other night.

after i get done, i set it all onto our dinning table and think of what i should do to make this even more special. since brendon always goes to the bathroom when he first gets up in the morning, i walk into there with a piece of paper and write on it.

big day ahead of us, baby.
go to the kitchen for starters for me.
-d.w.

i smile when i walk out of the bathroom, seeing that brendon is waking up. i walk to the kitchen and sit down at the table. after a few minutes, i hear foot steps and a very confused brendon who has yet walked in the kitchen.

"dal, why am i supposed to be in the, oh," brendon gets cut off by him walking in, seeing me with my head in my hand as i smirk at him. "did you do this for me? ohmygod, dallon, why did you do that?" he asks, walking to the table.

"yes, i did. like the note said, theres a big day ahead of us. were starting with breakfast," i say, standing up to give him a sweet kiss. "now, eat your breakfast, baby."

as we eat our food, brendon cant get over how good the food is. i can supposedly cook a mean pancake. but now, were cleaning the dishes and dancing along to some random playlist brendon made. right now, brendon is trying to recreate remingtons voice from palaye royale. it makes me laugh, seeing that he cant really get it on point.

"alright, since thats over with. get ready, im taking you out somewhere nice," i say, pushing him into the bedroom. he laughs, holding onto my arm. he says fine about six times and gives me a kiss. "better look nice," i say, giving him a kiss back.

after about an hour of getting ready and driving, were finally at the mall. now, brendon and i never really go to the mall but when we go, i like to get him a bunch if things. our first stop was a clothing store, and im sitting in the front because brendon wants to surprise me with an outfit hes been thinking about getting, but isnt sure how he would look or feel about it. whatever he wears, ill know i like it.

bren 💞
baaaahhbaaayy can i use your card for this outfit? i ended up really, really, liking it and i wanna surprise you with it!

dal 🌻
fine, come over to me. i dont wanna ruin the surprise.

next thing i know, brendon taps on my knee and reaches his hands out. i hand him the card and he smiles wide and skips away from me, back to where he was. i start to wonder, what is so special about the outfit, that he wants to surprise me with it. i shrug it off, walking to the next store.