the gangleader's baby ( book 1 )

chapter 3 - the search

lucas's POV

i woke up to an empty bed not remembering what the fuck happened last night but her scent brought back what was missing. i got up and walked downstairs and found damiar eating a bowl of cereal while ethan was on his phone " where is she " they looked at me " where is who " damiar asked and i sigh " lilly where is she " " how should i know where your one night stand is " i glared at him and pushed him towards the wall " shes not just a one night stand you fucking twat now tell me what you know " " ok fine i saw her leave with he sister and friend early in the morning she was in shock i pretended i was asleep but i saw them run out like their lives depended on it " i looked at ethan and he nodded " yup i was there " i looked at him closely " what are you hiding ethan " he looked at me like a deer caught in headlights " what are you talking about " " ethan what the fuck are you hiding " i repeated " okay i may or may not have told chloe we were in a gang and you were the leader " what the fuck ethan " damiar yelled looking as angry as me " look i was drunk and so was she i doubt she'll remember what i said " " lets hope for your sake she doesnt remember now lets go we're late for school " 

we drove to school and as expected everyone was talking about the party and how it was awesome but i heard something that caught my attention it was the cheer team " yea she just said i was the new captain and that they were leaving " one girl said " wait so you mean they moved in the middle of junior year just like that " another one said " yea she said they're parents got a new job and they had to move she didnt say where tho but all i know is that they left a few hours ago "  

shes gone just like that

i looked at ethan who looked like he wanted to run and hide. i did the same thing i did to damiar and pushed him against the locker with a loud bang and everyone looked our way " this is your fault for opening youre big ass mouth ethan now your the hacker so fucking find her i dont care how long it fucking takes find her " he nodded and i let him go and walked to class.

during lunch i decided on calling antonio and knowing him hes probably swapping spit with his boyfriend " hello " he picked up on the second ring " hey tony i need your help on something " he chuckled " alright what is it " im looking for a girl " " wow she ran away from you dang i would expect it to be the other way around " " haha very funny but seriously i need your help in finding this girl " " ok whats her name " " lillybeth evans " he paused " tony " " yea " " you wouldnt happen to know where or who she is would you " " why would i know that im all the way in italy " " yea youre right no way she would be there " " anyways i gotta go ill keep you updated on the search tho " " yeah thanks man " " no problem " then hung up

i really hope i find her

no one can have her but me 

shes mine and mine only

lilly's POV

after tony got off the phone he looked at me with a ' told you so ' look " so he's really looking for me " i asked in shock " yup and he sounds pretty determined to find you but dont worry i wont tell him where you are thats for him to figure out and when he does ill have to come up with something so i dont feel the wrath of the dragons " tony said and anna frowned " but your allies " " that doesnt mean we dont argue look allies can also become your enemies and i want to avoid that even tho that wont happen but its just a precaution " i sigh " i hope he doesnt find me now " " hes unpredictable lilly i wouldnt be surprised if he found you in less then a year but im sure itll take longer with all the shit he has to do so in the mean time lets hope that baby is born before he really finds you and trust me he has eyes everywhere so hes bound to find out from someone or somehow that youre pregnant with his child so that would make him even more determined to find you " i sigh and looked at anna who wouldnt look at me i sigh " anna stop it non e colpa vostra " ( its not your fault ) she looked at me with teary eyes " its my fault your in this mess if we never went to that fucking party " the boys looked confused " wait this all happened at a party " matt asked and we nodded " ya we were both drunk and well he took my virginity that night and now i end up with his baby and anna blames herself for that " tony looked at anna " look there was no way you wouldve known that would happen so put your big girl panties on and be happy for your sister ok it was a mistake but shit happens ok so dont blame yourself " she looked at him and sigh " i just feel responsible i mean shes my younger sister " " it doesnt matter anna it happened already you cant take it back " chloe said and i nodded " hey look i dont care if it happened im happy ok even tho im having a gangleader's child it doesnt matter just as long as i have you and chloe by my side im fine " she smiled and hugged me " i hate you sometimes " " awe love you too "